Deep Love - My Friend Jim... A Small Man's And His Fate
Posted: 25 Oct 2016 09:20
Prologue:
I am a normal sized male Court Reporter. I have know a rather small
man since -- even before his parents died (I used the names 'Jim and
Ann' as pseudonyms for purposes of this document). Jim and I have
been good friends for many years. I was Jim's only school buddy and
his only real friend through junior high and high school. We grew up
in a medium sized town near a large city, and now we have both moved
to live in the larger city.
I was worried about Jim for several years, as he seemed depressed.
I feel much better about Jim these last two years. I have been
especially pleased about his situation during this past year -- now
that he related to me the intimate details about his personal life.
About a year ago, we were drinking at my place and Jim got very
drunk. All he would talk about was his sex life. This went on for
several hours. He would stare blankly into space and just talk and
talk. It was a pure monolog and I never spoke for hours while Jim
just talked and talked as he drank. I was fascinated and even took
some notes. Jim seemed to pay no attention to my note taking, but as
a Court Reporter, I am always taking notes. I am sure Jim does not
remember telling me this account. He was much too drunk to notice me
taking the notes as he talked. He always had amnesia for these
alcoholic episodes whenever we drank this much before. I would have
stopped his sipping booze, but I wanted him to finish his fascinating
account. I drove him home after he finally passed out. His big wife
scared me a little when I delivered Jim back to his large mansion of
a home. The next day he had recovered and was doing fine when I
brought him back to my house, so he could pick up his little car.
This is Little Jim's account as taken from my notes and from my best
recollection of his drunken soliloquy. In parts of what follows,
I tried using quotes whenever he indicated direct statements. If you
should guess his identity, please do not distribute this account to
Little Jim, or even to anyone he knows. I certainly do not want Jim
to know I recorded this about his personal life.
Jim's erotic account has stirred my imagination, and I now find
myself having fantasies that almost parallel Jim's strong fetish
and fantasies.
Jim's Account:
Little Jim was the smallest boy in his high school. He even grew up
to be the smallest man in his medium sized hometown. I only know of
one other man so very small in this huge city we now live in. We
graduated from the same college, but in school, many people were
always joking about Jim. This bothered him immensely as he could
hear others say what a little guy he was. They even made fun of his
little head. He overheard a girl in his physics class tell another
girl, "His little head isn't any bigger than my 9 month old cousin!"
This made him angry and he went up to them stretching his 3' 5"
frame to his highest (by slightly standing on his toes) and said,
"I'll have you know my head is over 17 inches around!" The big
girls just starred at him and smiled -- which made him even madder.
He had actually lied, as his little head was only 15 inches
circumference at its very maximum. Jim's parents only had the one
child, and both of them were very small people. Jim was very much
smaller than either of them. He only weighed two pounds at birth.
Even though Jim was a very small infant, he was not born premature,
he was just a very small person. He never seemed to grow fast.
I was never embarrassed to be Jim's best friend -- even though the
top of his head only came up on me a little higher than the middle
of my belly. Unfortunately, both Jim's parents were killed in an
auto accident when he was twenty two. His parents inherited their
money and they had invested and saved quite well. Their last will
left their entire estate to Jim.
Jim got a good job after college, working as a financial analyst
for a large banking firm. With his inheritance, he really didn't
need more money, but wanted something to do. Jim never seemed to
meet many people and mostly stayed to himself. He wanted to date
but was rather shy, as he always found that he was soon rejected
when he asked big girls for dates. To make matters worse, he loved
very big and tall girls, but none would think of dating such a
little guy. He wondered how could a financially stable, and rather
wealthy little man, get the huge girl of his dreams? That is, how
could he get such a girl, without telling her that he inherited
lots of money? At work he never mentioned his inheritance and
drove a special but cheap little car to work. He made it a point to
never invite anyone [other than myself] to his huge estate home he
built near the edge of town -- lest they became suspicious he was
quite wealthy, and take advantage of him.
Once a heavy tall girl and fellow worker in his firm let him take
her on a date. When they got back to her apartment, she agreed to
have sex with him. After a lot of foreplay, they were both very hot,
and they tried penile sex. Jim tried and tried, but his thin 2 to 3
inch penis was way too small for her to feel him. She then held his
little hand down to her moist pussy and moved it over the wetness
there. He rubbed her soft moist labia, not knowing how to please
her. When she suggested 'firmer' suddenly with no real pressure
from his little hand, his whole hand easily slipped inside her
vagina and she moaned. He started to remove his hand, but she said
"No," and reached down to hold his hand inside her. He then massaged
the inside of her vagina and found she wanted him to rub the walls
of her vagina very firmly. Jim became very stimulated by doing this
for her. He again started to remove his hand, but she said "No, do
More!" He then dropped between her legs and soon found that his
other small hand easily slipped inside her large moist opening. He
was amazed she liked him doing this and he only felt a mild
tightness from her vaginal muscles around both his wrists. His
two little hands were deep inside her and he found that he could
push them very deep inside. He even pushed his little arms far past
his elbows before he reached her maximum vaginal depth. He was so
little that even though this seemed extremely deep to Jim, the
actual depth he pushed inside was about thirteen inches. She was a
very large girl who enjoyed a big and very long penis. The lady
friend had several huge orgasms and little Jim fantasized he was
just diving into her pussy with both arms. He fantasized he might
just keep going and going -- deeper and deeper until his whole body
slid completely inside her.
He then thought to himself that maybe this strong urge that he
felt to go insider her was why he loved huge and tall ladies -- as
this brought out a 'back to the womb' fantasy in him. This fantasy
gave him a huge orgasm like he had never experienced before. At
almost the same time, the big lady had an orgasm and her vaginal
muscles tightened around Jim's arms above his elbows. This excited
Jim even more, and he was very pleased he could orgasm at the same
time she did, without any direct penile stimulation.
Immediately little Jim thought the big lady would become his mate
and he would ask her to marry him. He made plans to buy her a ring
and propose marriage. Even though the lady friend had several more
orgasms and thanked Jim for the wonderful experience, when Little
Jim asked her at the office to go out with him again, she refused.
She told Jim that she liked him very much but would not date him
again. Jim at first though about telling her he was very rich, but
his best friend [ME] had advised Jim never to let someone marry him
for money alone. Jim had always agreed that he wanted people to like
him -- just for himself alone -- and especially not just for his
money. Jim was very depressed about this rejection, and became
worse when his lady friend soon married another employee at the
banking firm where Jim worked. Her new husband was well over six
feet tall and Jim felt very jealous. After this experience, Jim
continued to fantasize about very large vaginas and how much his
new fantasy stimulated him. He wondered if a financially secure
little man could find the Huge lady of his dreams -- without
revealing he had lots of money.
Jim spent all his time at home on the computer, and after awhile
discovered many chat programs and internet sites that had the type
of girls he admired... big tall ones! He would chat and tell the
ladies that he was 6' 8" tall. He soon had many ladies that he was
chatting with. When things got intimate, he tried revealing the
truth, and told them that really he was only 3' 5" tall! When he
would do this, invariably the big tall lady would just cut him off
and never chat with him again. He began to just lurk on the clubs
and chat rooms, but not enter into the conversations. He continued
to feel rejected and depressed, but because of his hot sexual desire,
he still got some comfort from looking at pictures of big tall ladies
and their huge female parts. If only he could meet a huge and tall
lady with a capacious vagina, he knew he would be very happy!
By chance he ran across a club called 'Huge Ladies Who Love Dildos'
and looked around. There were pictures of many very large ladies
using all sizes of vaginal dildos and various other means of large
vaginal stretching. He fantasized how he would love to be with one,
but knew his little organ would not satisfy any of them. He then
found other clubs with huge vaginal stretching -- and this even
stimulated him more. He imagined he would use his little hands and
arms to be their dildos and that he could make them very happy.
Surprisingly that allowed him to orgasm quite easily. Jim would
mentally re-live the experience he had with his one 'Big Date' and
then he would look at the pictures of large vaginas on the internet.
Soon he belonged to many such clubs.
One day he posted a message to a club called 'Huge Fisting and
Vaginal Stretching' saying, "I am a very huge man with extremely
huge hands who would like to please a very huge lady -- a lady who
can enjoy my great size."
He just was trying out a message to see what others would say,
but surprisingly a single e-mail reply to his message came back,
"I am 'Little Ann'... Signal me."
He knew he was in trouble, but maybe this 'little' lady would chat
with him even if he later on told her the truth. He wished that
someone very huge had replied, but this was his only response.
He checked and found 'Little Ann' was also on several of the same
clubs he belonged to. He crafted a message telling her he was
6' 8" and had hands that were extremely huge -- and much too large
for a little lady to do vaginal fisting -- much less the double
fisting that he enjoyed doing. In his message, Jim told her -- if
she wanted -- they could still, "... just chat."
He was amazed that she signaled right back saying, "Great,
I love big men, even though I am only a very tiny 4' 2" lady.
I would very much like to know more about you."
Jim told Little Ann that he was single and had an average paying
job, telling her he would love to chat. He lied to 'Little Ann'
about his job and finances. He was trying to see if someone would
like him -- just for himself alone -- and not for his money. He
told her that he always admired very huge and very tall ladies. They
agreed that because of his sexual preferences, they could only
have a purely 'platonic' chat. He thought that they could still be
friends, even though there was nothing at all about a 4' 2" woman
that would sexually appeal to him. He told her that since she was
not his 'fantasy type' that even though their friendship might
become great -- naturally that friendship could not include romance.
About some things, he told Ann the truth, and said he was very
lonely for someone to chat with. Ann insisted that she fully
understood, but still wanted to be his chat partner. Soon he
found Little Ann to be very intelligent and a wonderful lady to
chat with. She could converse about any subject with insight
and seemed to enjoy the same things he enjoyed. Ann said she
didn't get out much, and was paid to do computer work from her
home. Ann told Jim she loved to chat. And suggested that even
though she worked from her home during the day, she would still
love to chat with Jim at night. She asked him about his sex life,
and Jim partially lied, saying that he had done fisting, double
fisting, and very huge vaginal stretching for 'several' very huge
ladies. He said only the huge ones could take his giant hands.
Ann did not reject this and said that his sexual pleasures were
good for him, and no matter what sexually stimulated him, he
should not be ashamed of his desires, pleasures and fantasies.
Ann told him she was just a little tiny girl, but was curious about
the club that showed ladies with huge vaginas. She said she just
looked in on the club to see what others did. Jim told her he
liked it because it showed the very type of things he had done
for years -- stimulating very huge vaginas -- that he just loved
doing. He did not tell her that he also found her name in the
membership lists of several such clubs that he belonged to.
He thought to himself, she must be 'very curious'.
After about three months of chatting almost every night, the two
had a good platonic relationship. There were many things they both
liked in common. As to knowing all about what each other liked,
they were mostly in agreement -- except for Ann's sex life. She
would change the subject whenever they came to that particular
subject. Jim thought that maybe Ann was turned off by his liking
for big vaginas and large vaginal stretching. One night, Jim had
been drinking. Jim never could restrain himself when drinking.
Just a little alcohol was like a truth serum to Jim -- so he always
became more talkative and just had to tell the truth -- even with
only a little alcohol. If he drank a lot, he would never even
remember what he said while he was drunk. Jim had been drinking
this time -- but not a lot. He then started telling Little Ann that
he could no longer go on without revealing the truth to her. He
said, "You know Ann, you have been so nice to me, I feel compelled
to tell you the truth! I have been lying to you about my great size,
but I do still love very huge and tall girls. I am a very small
person, and am only 3' 5" tall and only weigh 38 pounds." Jim
expected another rejection. Ann then wrote nothing back to Jim for
a couple of minutes.
At first Jim thought Ann had decided to quit chatting, then to
Jim's surprise, Ann's reply did not reject him at all, and she
wrote, "Thank you Jim, I accept everything you said. Well, part of
what you told me was true. Your confession was great and even
gives me IDEAS. Your little size and fantasies are just fine with
me!" He did not fully understand what she meant by 'gives me
ideas', but went on to tell Ann that he had always been rejected
by women because of his height and even rejected because his little
head was only near 15 inches around. He told her how girls had made
fun of his stature and his little head. Instead of acting more
turned off by him, Little Ann just seemed more and more supportive
of him! She even seemed a great deal more interested in him than
before! Jim could not understand this, but he thought that until he
could find a huge tall girl, he might just continue being a platonic
friend with Ann. At least he could have a friend until some huge
girl would accept him for what he really was.
During the next few days, little Jim found a face sitting site on
the internet that showed huge ladies sitting on men's faces and
heads. One huge lady made her boyfriend's head just disappear, and
Jim thought if only I had a girlfriend like that! I would just
disappear inside that huge lady, and he had a great orgasm! He did
some internet research and found that other people had such a 'total
body' back-to-the-womb fantasy -- or 'unbirthing fantasy' -- as it
was more commonly called. Jim knew it was impractical, and he could
never do it. Jim had seen several images of vaginas that stretched
around things that were larger around than the circumference of his
little head. Jim told himself, "This 'vaginal head insertion' -- that
is called 'Partial Unbirthing' on the Internet -- will now be my
fantasy. With my little head, this is actually something that I know
I can do." He further told himself, "Now that I know for sure vaginal
insertions as large as the size of my little head have been done by
several small to medium sized women (that he viewed in many internet
pictures) it should be easily possible for a small guy like me to do
it -- and I can find a really big lady that will like to do it with
me." Jim had studied vaginal measurements and sizes and found a
statistical study that showed one woman out of a hundred tested
could stretch around a 13 inch circumference with a test dildo,
even without any discomfort. Jim used statistics a lot in his job
and he calculated that because this size came close to his 15 inch
head size, at least one lady out of every thousand should be able
to quite comfortably stretch enough to fit his little head inside
her vagina without nearly stretching her limit. He knew a lot of newborn
heads were normally born measuring larger around that his little head.
Jim then thought, "My fantasy is now one that is very practical and
easily realizable. All I have to do is find someone that large who will
accept me for what I am!" He felt very happy about this, and he returned
to the face sitting site several times to fantasize about his new 'partial
unbirthing' fantasy. He decided to make partial unbirthing his fetish -- as
a practical and realizable fetish. At times he continued to think about the
'impossible total unbirthing' fantasy. The next time he chatted with Ann he
decided to end their chats by telling her more about his strange fantasies.
He felt sure that Ann would finally just go away then -- whenever he told
her. Jim was ready to search for a really 'huge girl' even though he liked
Ann very much, but he made up his mind to end their chats.
The next online chat, Jim told Ann about his one 'big date' and then told
Ann that he had several strange fantasies. He finally admitted he fantasized
about stretching a vagina so big he could get his little head inside. He
told Ann how he had found some women on the internet that were very large
from the pictures he had seen, and some said their vagina stretched around
things over 16 inches in circumference. He mentioned he had even seen
pictures of things that big around inserted vaginally -- which were larger
than the circumference of his little head. He also mentioned he had seen
video clips on the internet of ladies that large. He said that he now knew
for sure his little head would go inside such a woman if he could ever
find one. He even told her about how he fantasized about his whole body
just going all the way inside a huge vagina. He quickly added that he knew
that idea would remain a fantasy, as he would never find anyone quite that
big. He told Ann he felt an overwhelming and uncontrollable urge that made
him even want do total vaginal unbirthing -- if that huge size were only
possible. Jim apologized for his strange ideas -- expecting Ann's immediate
rejection. He then told Ann, "This is just the way I am. I will never change.
I will always be this way. I wanted to tell you this so you would know why we
must part ways and end our chats."
Jim was very amazed when instead of rejection, Ann was still extremely
supportive of him and his fantasies. She replied, "Jim you have very nice
fantasies. I think they are healthy for you to have them, and it is wonderful
you have these desires and thoughts. I will continue to be very supportive of
you and all these lovely ideas!" Jim was astonished she accepted him so readily;
fully expecting to end their chats so he could spend more time looking
for someone very huge.
After a few days, to Jim's surprise Ann told Jim that even though she lived
over two hundred miles away that she sometimes came to his city. She
told him that she might even come to his city soon, and would like very
much to meet him. This made Jim both happy and sad, as he really wanted
someone who was not so very small for his girlfriend. Even though he knew
Ann was a wonderful friend.
During the next few chat sessions, Little Ann would cheer up Jim and tell
him she would like to visit him. Jim mostly chatted about things he found
on the internet and how some things he saw made him want to have his
fantasies happen -- even in real life. Ann was supportive to the extent
that she would ask Jim about the new things he found on the internet to
stimulate his fantasy. Then one day Ann started ending each chat with two
numbers that confused little Jim. She first ended it with "... bye, 16
and 22." After a month she finished the chat with "... bye, 22 and 24."
About a month later she signed off with "... bye, 26 and 26."
Jim asked Little Ann why the numbers, and Ann said, "Just nothing, it is
something I think about -- please don't worry about it." Then Ann did not
give other numbers for many chats afterwards. Two months later Ann told him
she was coming to his City and they could meet. Jim was a little nervous
to meet such a small girlfriend, but still she was a great friend who supported
his every thought! Jim told her he had a vacation at the same time she was
coming to his town and gave her his address. Ann told him the exact time she
would arrive and said, "I will not be online to chat with you again, but I
will arrive at your house right on time." Then Little Ann said, "Jim I am
proud of you and now I am even proud of myself -- bye, 30 and 28 -- and love!"
That ended their last chat.
Jim was totally confused and had no idea what the two numbers meant. He
didn't think much about it, as Ann said not to worry about it and that
the numbers were just something that she alone thought about. The day
before Little Ann was to come to his city, he almost e-mailed her that
he would be away on business, as he was reluctant to go ahead with meeting
such a small lady. He thought about this but decided it would be impolite
to treat such a great friend that way! He told himself, "I will just have
to wait to find my huge dream girl -- later." Jim then thought, "The
Internet is very huge with over two hundred and seventy million people that
use it. If my statistics are right, and one in a thousand women could take
in my little head inside their vagina without even practicing vaginal
stretching, that would make a hundred and thirty five thousand women on the
internet that could easily do it! Hardly any of them know they could do
it -- as they probably never even thought about such things! I must stand
a very good chance to find such a huge person in this extremely huge World!"
On the day Little Ann was to arrive, Jim went home to start his vacation,
and turned on the Internet site with the Huge ladies sitting on the heads
of their boyfriends. He was about to relieve himself with his fantasy, when
he heard a loud rumble in his driveway. He looked out and a very huge oversize
Black Van was there in his driveway. He thought it strange that he could see
no light through the driver's side of the Van, as though something was
blocking the view, and then he noticed the front seat seemed to be very far
back. That seat was visible through the first back window of the Van. The seat
appeared to have been mounted far backward from the usual position of a front
seat should have. Suddenly the big black door popped open and the largest
human leg Jim had ever seen slid all the way to the concrete driveway without
even a body following it. Even the lower leg was very big, the upper legs and
hips looked unbelievably huge. What followed was amazing. Hips, wider that the
Van's doorway, had to come out sideways -- with the lower body still rubbing
front to back on both sides of the Huge Van's wide doorway just to squeeze out.
As the giant lower body squeezed sideways through the wide opening of the
Huge Van Jim felt a little dizzy. Then the rest of the body had to bend over
to get out -- revealing hanging breasts as big as basketballs as they came
out. A huge big head covered in blond curls next came out. As she straightened
up Jim gasped. She was much taller than the Huge Van. Jim thought to himself,
"She has to be well over six and three quarter feet tall... maybe even seven!"
At first Jim was unable to speak he was so amazed. He just stood there looking
at a woman he had only dreamed might exist. She at first appeared plump, but
with her huge frame Jim noticed that she did not have any folds of fat he
could see. Only her breasts showed evidence of extra padding. Jim had never
seen so huge a woman but guessed to himself that she had to weigh a lot more
than a 660 pound lady (which was the largest size woman Jim had seen in internet
pictures). Jim could just not believe his little eyes. Her most amazing feature
was her hips which were unbelievably large. He thought that big hips must mean
lots of fat attached to the pelvis. And Jim wondered why her belly was _not_
protruding. If those giant hips had lots of fat he thought -- her belly should
protrude, and he saw no extra fat other than her breasts. He had never see a
woman with so large a hip and lower body region, even on the internet. He had
seen other women with a huge lower body size due to thick fat, but they always
had a huge belly of fat. This lady had a flat belly. He just stood in amazement,
as she was both gigantic and had a very different body build from any he believed
possible. Jim thought she had to be just one out of many millions of ladies --
maybe even a rarity considering the 270 million people on the Internet. "How
lucky I am!" raced through his mind.
I am a normal sized male Court Reporter. I have know a rather small
man since -- even before his parents died (I used the names 'Jim and
Ann' as pseudonyms for purposes of this document). Jim and I have
been good friends for many years. I was Jim's only school buddy and
his only real friend through junior high and high school. We grew up
in a medium sized town near a large city, and now we have both moved
to live in the larger city.
I was worried about Jim for several years, as he seemed depressed.
I feel much better about Jim these last two years. I have been
especially pleased about his situation during this past year -- now
that he related to me the intimate details about his personal life.
About a year ago, we were drinking at my place and Jim got very
drunk. All he would talk about was his sex life. This went on for
several hours. He would stare blankly into space and just talk and
talk. It was a pure monolog and I never spoke for hours while Jim
just talked and talked as he drank. I was fascinated and even took
some notes. Jim seemed to pay no attention to my note taking, but as
a Court Reporter, I am always taking notes. I am sure Jim does not
remember telling me this account. He was much too drunk to notice me
taking the notes as he talked. He always had amnesia for these
alcoholic episodes whenever we drank this much before. I would have
stopped his sipping booze, but I wanted him to finish his fascinating
account. I drove him home after he finally passed out. His big wife
scared me a little when I delivered Jim back to his large mansion of
a home. The next day he had recovered and was doing fine when I
brought him back to my house, so he could pick up his little car.
This is Little Jim's account as taken from my notes and from my best
recollection of his drunken soliloquy. In parts of what follows,
I tried using quotes whenever he indicated direct statements. If you
should guess his identity, please do not distribute this account to
Little Jim, or even to anyone he knows. I certainly do not want Jim
to know I recorded this about his personal life.
Jim's erotic account has stirred my imagination, and I now find
myself having fantasies that almost parallel Jim's strong fetish
and fantasies.
Jim's Account:
Little Jim was the smallest boy in his high school. He even grew up
to be the smallest man in his medium sized hometown. I only know of
one other man so very small in this huge city we now live in. We
graduated from the same college, but in school, many people were
always joking about Jim. This bothered him immensely as he could
hear others say what a little guy he was. They even made fun of his
little head. He overheard a girl in his physics class tell another
girl, "His little head isn't any bigger than my 9 month old cousin!"
This made him angry and he went up to them stretching his 3' 5"
frame to his highest (by slightly standing on his toes) and said,
"I'll have you know my head is over 17 inches around!" The big
girls just starred at him and smiled -- which made him even madder.
He had actually lied, as his little head was only 15 inches
circumference at its very maximum. Jim's parents only had the one
child, and both of them were very small people. Jim was very much
smaller than either of them. He only weighed two pounds at birth.
Even though Jim was a very small infant, he was not born premature,
he was just a very small person. He never seemed to grow fast.
I was never embarrassed to be Jim's best friend -- even though the
top of his head only came up on me a little higher than the middle
of my belly. Unfortunately, both Jim's parents were killed in an
auto accident when he was twenty two. His parents inherited their
money and they had invested and saved quite well. Their last will
left their entire estate to Jim.
Jim got a good job after college, working as a financial analyst
for a large banking firm. With his inheritance, he really didn't
need more money, but wanted something to do. Jim never seemed to
meet many people and mostly stayed to himself. He wanted to date
but was rather shy, as he always found that he was soon rejected
when he asked big girls for dates. To make matters worse, he loved
very big and tall girls, but none would think of dating such a
little guy. He wondered how could a financially stable, and rather
wealthy little man, get the huge girl of his dreams? That is, how
could he get such a girl, without telling her that he inherited
lots of money? At work he never mentioned his inheritance and
drove a special but cheap little car to work. He made it a point to
never invite anyone [other than myself] to his huge estate home he
built near the edge of town -- lest they became suspicious he was
quite wealthy, and take advantage of him.
Once a heavy tall girl and fellow worker in his firm let him take
her on a date. When they got back to her apartment, she agreed to
have sex with him. After a lot of foreplay, they were both very hot,
and they tried penile sex. Jim tried and tried, but his thin 2 to 3
inch penis was way too small for her to feel him. She then held his
little hand down to her moist pussy and moved it over the wetness
there. He rubbed her soft moist labia, not knowing how to please
her. When she suggested 'firmer' suddenly with no real pressure
from his little hand, his whole hand easily slipped inside her
vagina and she moaned. He started to remove his hand, but she said
"No," and reached down to hold his hand inside her. He then massaged
the inside of her vagina and found she wanted him to rub the walls
of her vagina very firmly. Jim became very stimulated by doing this
for her. He again started to remove his hand, but she said "No, do
More!" He then dropped between her legs and soon found that his
other small hand easily slipped inside her large moist opening. He
was amazed she liked him doing this and he only felt a mild
tightness from her vaginal muscles around both his wrists. His
two little hands were deep inside her and he found that he could
push them very deep inside. He even pushed his little arms far past
his elbows before he reached her maximum vaginal depth. He was so
little that even though this seemed extremely deep to Jim, the
actual depth he pushed inside was about thirteen inches. She was a
very large girl who enjoyed a big and very long penis. The lady
friend had several huge orgasms and little Jim fantasized he was
just diving into her pussy with both arms. He fantasized he might
just keep going and going -- deeper and deeper until his whole body
slid completely inside her.
He then thought to himself that maybe this strong urge that he
felt to go insider her was why he loved huge and tall ladies -- as
this brought out a 'back to the womb' fantasy in him. This fantasy
gave him a huge orgasm like he had never experienced before. At
almost the same time, the big lady had an orgasm and her vaginal
muscles tightened around Jim's arms above his elbows. This excited
Jim even more, and he was very pleased he could orgasm at the same
time she did, without any direct penile stimulation.
Immediately little Jim thought the big lady would become his mate
and he would ask her to marry him. He made plans to buy her a ring
and propose marriage. Even though the lady friend had several more
orgasms and thanked Jim for the wonderful experience, when Little
Jim asked her at the office to go out with him again, she refused.
She told Jim that she liked him very much but would not date him
again. Jim at first though about telling her he was very rich, but
his best friend [ME] had advised Jim never to let someone marry him
for money alone. Jim had always agreed that he wanted people to like
him -- just for himself alone -- and especially not just for his
money. Jim was very depressed about this rejection, and became
worse when his lady friend soon married another employee at the
banking firm where Jim worked. Her new husband was well over six
feet tall and Jim felt very jealous. After this experience, Jim
continued to fantasize about very large vaginas and how much his
new fantasy stimulated him. He wondered if a financially secure
little man could find the Huge lady of his dreams -- without
revealing he had lots of money.
Jim spent all his time at home on the computer, and after awhile
discovered many chat programs and internet sites that had the type
of girls he admired... big tall ones! He would chat and tell the
ladies that he was 6' 8" tall. He soon had many ladies that he was
chatting with. When things got intimate, he tried revealing the
truth, and told them that really he was only 3' 5" tall! When he
would do this, invariably the big tall lady would just cut him off
and never chat with him again. He began to just lurk on the clubs
and chat rooms, but not enter into the conversations. He continued
to feel rejected and depressed, but because of his hot sexual desire,
he still got some comfort from looking at pictures of big tall ladies
and their huge female parts. If only he could meet a huge and tall
lady with a capacious vagina, he knew he would be very happy!
By chance he ran across a club called 'Huge Ladies Who Love Dildos'
and looked around. There were pictures of many very large ladies
using all sizes of vaginal dildos and various other means of large
vaginal stretching. He fantasized how he would love to be with one,
but knew his little organ would not satisfy any of them. He then
found other clubs with huge vaginal stretching -- and this even
stimulated him more. He imagined he would use his little hands and
arms to be their dildos and that he could make them very happy.
Surprisingly that allowed him to orgasm quite easily. Jim would
mentally re-live the experience he had with his one 'Big Date' and
then he would look at the pictures of large vaginas on the internet.
Soon he belonged to many such clubs.
One day he posted a message to a club called 'Huge Fisting and
Vaginal Stretching' saying, "I am a very huge man with extremely
huge hands who would like to please a very huge lady -- a lady who
can enjoy my great size."
He just was trying out a message to see what others would say,
but surprisingly a single e-mail reply to his message came back,
"I am 'Little Ann'... Signal me."
He knew he was in trouble, but maybe this 'little' lady would chat
with him even if he later on told her the truth. He wished that
someone very huge had replied, but this was his only response.
He checked and found 'Little Ann' was also on several of the same
clubs he belonged to. He crafted a message telling her he was
6' 8" and had hands that were extremely huge -- and much too large
for a little lady to do vaginal fisting -- much less the double
fisting that he enjoyed doing. In his message, Jim told her -- if
she wanted -- they could still, "... just chat."
He was amazed that she signaled right back saying, "Great,
I love big men, even though I am only a very tiny 4' 2" lady.
I would very much like to know more about you."
Jim told Little Ann that he was single and had an average paying
job, telling her he would love to chat. He lied to 'Little Ann'
about his job and finances. He was trying to see if someone would
like him -- just for himself alone -- and not for his money. He
told her that he always admired very huge and very tall ladies. They
agreed that because of his sexual preferences, they could only
have a purely 'platonic' chat. He thought that they could still be
friends, even though there was nothing at all about a 4' 2" woman
that would sexually appeal to him. He told her that since she was
not his 'fantasy type' that even though their friendship might
become great -- naturally that friendship could not include romance.
About some things, he told Ann the truth, and said he was very
lonely for someone to chat with. Ann insisted that she fully
understood, but still wanted to be his chat partner. Soon he
found Little Ann to be very intelligent and a wonderful lady to
chat with. She could converse about any subject with insight
and seemed to enjoy the same things he enjoyed. Ann said she
didn't get out much, and was paid to do computer work from her
home. Ann told Jim she loved to chat. And suggested that even
though she worked from her home during the day, she would still
love to chat with Jim at night. She asked him about his sex life,
and Jim partially lied, saying that he had done fisting, double
fisting, and very huge vaginal stretching for 'several' very huge
ladies. He said only the huge ones could take his giant hands.
Ann did not reject this and said that his sexual pleasures were
good for him, and no matter what sexually stimulated him, he
should not be ashamed of his desires, pleasures and fantasies.
Ann told him she was just a little tiny girl, but was curious about
the club that showed ladies with huge vaginas. She said she just
looked in on the club to see what others did. Jim told her he
liked it because it showed the very type of things he had done
for years -- stimulating very huge vaginas -- that he just loved
doing. He did not tell her that he also found her name in the
membership lists of several such clubs that he belonged to.
He thought to himself, she must be 'very curious'.
After about three months of chatting almost every night, the two
had a good platonic relationship. There were many things they both
liked in common. As to knowing all about what each other liked,
they were mostly in agreement -- except for Ann's sex life. She
would change the subject whenever they came to that particular
subject. Jim thought that maybe Ann was turned off by his liking
for big vaginas and large vaginal stretching. One night, Jim had
been drinking. Jim never could restrain himself when drinking.
Just a little alcohol was like a truth serum to Jim -- so he always
became more talkative and just had to tell the truth -- even with
only a little alcohol. If he drank a lot, he would never even
remember what he said while he was drunk. Jim had been drinking
this time -- but not a lot. He then started telling Little Ann that
he could no longer go on without revealing the truth to her. He
said, "You know Ann, you have been so nice to me, I feel compelled
to tell you the truth! I have been lying to you about my great size,
but I do still love very huge and tall girls. I am a very small
person, and am only 3' 5" tall and only weigh 38 pounds." Jim
expected another rejection. Ann then wrote nothing back to Jim for
a couple of minutes.
At first Jim thought Ann had decided to quit chatting, then to
Jim's surprise, Ann's reply did not reject him at all, and she
wrote, "Thank you Jim, I accept everything you said. Well, part of
what you told me was true. Your confession was great and even
gives me IDEAS. Your little size and fantasies are just fine with
me!" He did not fully understand what she meant by 'gives me
ideas', but went on to tell Ann that he had always been rejected
by women because of his height and even rejected because his little
head was only near 15 inches around. He told her how girls had made
fun of his stature and his little head. Instead of acting more
turned off by him, Little Ann just seemed more and more supportive
of him! She even seemed a great deal more interested in him than
before! Jim could not understand this, but he thought that until he
could find a huge tall girl, he might just continue being a platonic
friend with Ann. At least he could have a friend until some huge
girl would accept him for what he really was.
During the next few days, little Jim found a face sitting site on
the internet that showed huge ladies sitting on men's faces and
heads. One huge lady made her boyfriend's head just disappear, and
Jim thought if only I had a girlfriend like that! I would just
disappear inside that huge lady, and he had a great orgasm! He did
some internet research and found that other people had such a 'total
body' back-to-the-womb fantasy -- or 'unbirthing fantasy' -- as it
was more commonly called. Jim knew it was impractical, and he could
never do it. Jim had seen several images of vaginas that stretched
around things that were larger around than the circumference of his
little head. Jim told himself, "This 'vaginal head insertion' -- that
is called 'Partial Unbirthing' on the Internet -- will now be my
fantasy. With my little head, this is actually something that I know
I can do." He further told himself, "Now that I know for sure vaginal
insertions as large as the size of my little head have been done by
several small to medium sized women (that he viewed in many internet
pictures) it should be easily possible for a small guy like me to do
it -- and I can find a really big lady that will like to do it with
me." Jim had studied vaginal measurements and sizes and found a
statistical study that showed one woman out of a hundred tested
could stretch around a 13 inch circumference with a test dildo,
even without any discomfort. Jim used statistics a lot in his job
and he calculated that because this size came close to his 15 inch
head size, at least one lady out of every thousand should be able
to quite comfortably stretch enough to fit his little head inside
her vagina without nearly stretching her limit. He knew a lot of newborn
heads were normally born measuring larger around that his little head.
Jim then thought, "My fantasy is now one that is very practical and
easily realizable. All I have to do is find someone that large who will
accept me for what I am!" He felt very happy about this, and he returned
to the face sitting site several times to fantasize about his new 'partial
unbirthing' fantasy. He decided to make partial unbirthing his fetish -- as
a practical and realizable fetish. At times he continued to think about the
'impossible total unbirthing' fantasy. The next time he chatted with Ann he
decided to end their chats by telling her more about his strange fantasies.
He felt sure that Ann would finally just go away then -- whenever he told
her. Jim was ready to search for a really 'huge girl' even though he liked
Ann very much, but he made up his mind to end their chats.
The next online chat, Jim told Ann about his one 'big date' and then told
Ann that he had several strange fantasies. He finally admitted he fantasized
about stretching a vagina so big he could get his little head inside. He
told Ann how he had found some women on the internet that were very large
from the pictures he had seen, and some said their vagina stretched around
things over 16 inches in circumference. He mentioned he had even seen
pictures of things that big around inserted vaginally -- which were larger
than the circumference of his little head. He also mentioned he had seen
video clips on the internet of ladies that large. He said that he now knew
for sure his little head would go inside such a woman if he could ever
find one. He even told her about how he fantasized about his whole body
just going all the way inside a huge vagina. He quickly added that he knew
that idea would remain a fantasy, as he would never find anyone quite that
big. He told Ann he felt an overwhelming and uncontrollable urge that made
him even want do total vaginal unbirthing -- if that huge size were only
possible. Jim apologized for his strange ideas -- expecting Ann's immediate
rejection. He then told Ann, "This is just the way I am. I will never change.
I will always be this way. I wanted to tell you this so you would know why we
must part ways and end our chats."
Jim was very amazed when instead of rejection, Ann was still extremely
supportive of him and his fantasies. She replied, "Jim you have very nice
fantasies. I think they are healthy for you to have them, and it is wonderful
you have these desires and thoughts. I will continue to be very supportive of
you and all these lovely ideas!" Jim was astonished she accepted him so readily;
fully expecting to end their chats so he could spend more time looking
for someone very huge.
After a few days, to Jim's surprise Ann told Jim that even though she lived
over two hundred miles away that she sometimes came to his city. She
told him that she might even come to his city soon, and would like very
much to meet him. This made Jim both happy and sad, as he really wanted
someone who was not so very small for his girlfriend. Even though he knew
Ann was a wonderful friend.
During the next few chat sessions, Little Ann would cheer up Jim and tell
him she would like to visit him. Jim mostly chatted about things he found
on the internet and how some things he saw made him want to have his
fantasies happen -- even in real life. Ann was supportive to the extent
that she would ask Jim about the new things he found on the internet to
stimulate his fantasy. Then one day Ann started ending each chat with two
numbers that confused little Jim. She first ended it with "... bye, 16
and 22." After a month she finished the chat with "... bye, 22 and 24."
About a month later she signed off with "... bye, 26 and 26."
Jim asked Little Ann why the numbers, and Ann said, "Just nothing, it is
something I think about -- please don't worry about it." Then Ann did not
give other numbers for many chats afterwards. Two months later Ann told him
she was coming to his City and they could meet. Jim was a little nervous
to meet such a small girlfriend, but still she was a great friend who supported
his every thought! Jim told her he had a vacation at the same time she was
coming to his town and gave her his address. Ann told him the exact time she
would arrive and said, "I will not be online to chat with you again, but I
will arrive at your house right on time." Then Little Ann said, "Jim I am
proud of you and now I am even proud of myself -- bye, 30 and 28 -- and love!"
That ended their last chat.
Jim was totally confused and had no idea what the two numbers meant. He
didn't think much about it, as Ann said not to worry about it and that
the numbers were just something that she alone thought about. The day
before Little Ann was to come to his city, he almost e-mailed her that
he would be away on business, as he was reluctant to go ahead with meeting
such a small lady. He thought about this but decided it would be impolite
to treat such a great friend that way! He told himself, "I will just have
to wait to find my huge dream girl -- later." Jim then thought, "The
Internet is very huge with over two hundred and seventy million people that
use it. If my statistics are right, and one in a thousand women could take
in my little head inside their vagina without even practicing vaginal
stretching, that would make a hundred and thirty five thousand women on the
internet that could easily do it! Hardly any of them know they could do
it -- as they probably never even thought about such things! I must stand
a very good chance to find such a huge person in this extremely huge World!"
On the day Little Ann was to arrive, Jim went home to start his vacation,
and turned on the Internet site with the Huge ladies sitting on the heads
of their boyfriends. He was about to relieve himself with his fantasy, when
he heard a loud rumble in his driveway. He looked out and a very huge oversize
Black Van was there in his driveway. He thought it strange that he could see
no light through the driver's side of the Van, as though something was
blocking the view, and then he noticed the front seat seemed to be very far
back. That seat was visible through the first back window of the Van. The seat
appeared to have been mounted far backward from the usual position of a front
seat should have. Suddenly the big black door popped open and the largest
human leg Jim had ever seen slid all the way to the concrete driveway without
even a body following it. Even the lower leg was very big, the upper legs and
hips looked unbelievably huge. What followed was amazing. Hips, wider that the
Van's doorway, had to come out sideways -- with the lower body still rubbing
front to back on both sides of the Huge Van's wide doorway just to squeeze out.
As the giant lower body squeezed sideways through the wide opening of the
Huge Van Jim felt a little dizzy. Then the rest of the body had to bend over
to get out -- revealing hanging breasts as big as basketballs as they came
out. A huge big head covered in blond curls next came out. As she straightened
up Jim gasped. She was much taller than the Huge Van. Jim thought to himself,
"She has to be well over six and three quarter feet tall... maybe even seven!"
At first Jim was unable to speak he was so amazed. He just stood there looking
at a woman he had only dreamed might exist. She at first appeared plump, but
with her huge frame Jim noticed that she did not have any folds of fat he
could see. Only her breasts showed evidence of extra padding. Jim had never
seen so huge a woman but guessed to himself that she had to weigh a lot more
than a 660 pound lady (which was the largest size woman Jim had seen in internet
pictures). Jim could just not believe his little eyes. Her most amazing feature
was her hips which were unbelievably large. He thought that big hips must mean
lots of fat attached to the pelvis. And Jim wondered why her belly was _not_
protruding. If those giant hips had lots of fat he thought -- her belly should
protrude, and he saw no extra fat other than her breasts. He had never see a
woman with so large a hip and lower body region, even on the internet. He had
seen other women with a huge lower body size due to thick fat, but they always
had a huge belly of fat. This lady had a flat belly. He just stood in amazement,
as she was both gigantic and had a very different body build from any he believed
possible. Jim thought she had to be just one out of many millions of ladies --
maybe even a rarity considering the 270 million people on the Internet. "How
lucky I am!" raced through his mind.