my first story here - Behkate huye kadam

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tanu ke dekhte hi kitna badal gya kamina kahin ka!!! mai man hi man badbada uthi..
unko dekhkar ab mujhe us din ki baat ka dukh kam gussa jyada aa rha tha..
mai tanu ki or dekhne lagi.
wo ab b dinesh ki taraf smile dete huye chal rahi thi.. but jaise hi usne mujhe uski taraf dekhte paya to wo jhep gayi aur samne dekhne lagi.. dinesh isi baat se chidta tha aur mai har baar aisa hi karti thi..
maine tanu ka hath pakad kar use rok liya.. dinesh or ravi mujse chidhe huye se aage badh gaye..

mai tanu ko lekar park me bench par baith gai 1 lamba lecture dene ke mood me.. tanu b samajh gai aur bade pyar se, kisi bache ki trah ankhon me halki nami or chehre par masoomiyat laate huye. boli..

tanu- manisha, plz daantna mat..
dinesh ke matter me wo mujse darti thi..
tanu, meri taraf dekhti huyi jaise us par koi pahaad girne wala ho, chup ho gai..

mai-(kuch sochne ke baad) tanu dekh mai teri frnd hu or tera bura nhi chahungi. to dhyan se sun..

aur tanu niche ki or dekhti huyi jaise sbkuch sun ne ko tyaar hai, apne nakhoon se ghutne par pent ko kured rhi thi..
maine bolna shuru kiya.

mai- tanu, dinesh achha ladka nahi hai. wo tujhe behka rha hai.. tu kab samjhegi? tu meri baat maan aur use chhor de..tu chanchal hai aur study me intelligent bhi.. but tuje in kamine ladkon ke baare me nhi pta.. wo tujse nhi tere sharir se pyar karta hai.. dekh lena agar aisa hi chalta rha to wo tujhe aisi raah pe chhodega jahan se tu kisi or nhi ja payegi..
tu meri baat samajh rhi hai na?

tanu kuch nahi bolti bs niche dekhe ja rhi thi aur apni t-shirt ko niche ki or khich rhi thi..
maine samne dekhte huye fir se bolna shuru kiya..

mai- tu ek bahut achhi ladki hai or achhi family se belong krti hai.. tujpe ye baten shobha nhi deti. apna or apne parents ka khyal kar or dinesh ko apni life door karde, bas…
aur mai chup ho gayi..
thodi der ke liye waha chuppi chhai rahi..
maine jaise hi uski taraf dekha to mera dil kamp gya. meri ankhe bhar ayee..

tanu ro rahi thi..

sada hanste rehne wali, dusro ko b hasaane wali, chehkne wali pyari si tanu aaj ro rahi thi..
maine hi use rulaya tha, uski sabse achhi dost ne, sayad future me uski hansi ko barkraar rakhne ke liye..

mujse uska rona dekha na gya or dono hath badhakar use apne sine me chupa liya.. hum dono hi ro rahe the..

achanak rote-rote tanu bol padi..

tanu- didi(usne pehli baar mujhe didi kaha tha) mai dinesh ke bina nhi reh sakti..

jaise tanu ki ek baat ne meri sari mehnat par pani fer diya aur wo aur jor se rone lagi..mai b khub roi..
maine pehle b tanu ko dinesh ko lekar kai baar samjhaya tha lekin aisa to usne kabhi nhi kaha..

han sayad ye parso lunch wali ghatna ka asar tha.. us kamine ne wo harkat karke meri pyari si dost ko phasa liya tha..iska anjaam kya hoga ye sochte hi meri rooh kamp gai..
pyari si tanu mujse ab bhi lipti hui thi.. sayad use is sahaare ki jarurat thi.. use ye sahara dekar mujhe aseem sukh mil rha tha..
maine tanu ko halke se pukara bt wo kuch nhi boli..wo kisi gehri soch me thi or ab rona band kar chuki thi..
mujhe abhash ho chala tha ki ye ab wo tanu nhi rahi.. ye tanu dinesh ki gulaam ban chuki hai qki dinesh ki ankho me maine sirf hawas dekhi thi sirf hawas.. wahan pyar aaspas bhi na tha or meri tanu is kadwi sachhai se bekhabar meri baajuo me simti hui hai..
maine himmat nhi haari aur akhiri baar use smjhane ki sochi qki mai use itni aasani se us haiwan ke changul me nhi jaane dena chahti thi..
maine bolna shuru kiya..

mai – tanu(usne halke se mujhe response diya) tu jaan na chahti hai na ki parso mai ghar jaldi tujhe bina bataaye q chali gai thi?
tanu ekdum se apne aap ko sambhalte huye baith gai or meri taraf bde gaur se dekhne lagi..

maine use wo saari ghatna bata di par sayad us par utna fark nhi pada tha.. wo boli..

tanu- manisha wo sab ravi ne kiya tha dinesh ne nhi.. agar dinesh ne ravi ko bheja tha to sirf apne pyar ke liye..ravi se muje koi lena dena nhi h.. jaisa hai pada rhe.. par dinesh aisa bilkul nhi hai ..
apko pta hai restaurant me maine use aisi jgah par roka tha jahan se har ek mard wapas nhi aa sakta..bt usne mere sirf ek baar kehne par mere sath aage kuch nhi kiya.. apni ichha ko daba diya.. nhi didi wo aisa bilkul nhi hai..
aur ye bolte-bolte uska gala bhar aya or wo siskane lagi..
meri himmat ab to jwab de gayi or maine uske aage hathiyar daal diye..
muje laga ke ye b us din ho skta h dinesh ki koi chaal ho..bt ye sach tha ki us kamine ne meri dost ko apna deewana bana liya tha..
tanu fir bol padi…

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tanu- manisha, muje dinesh me bahut jyada change lag rha hai.. wo pehle jaisa nahi hai..

mai use kya samjhati ki ye change sirf tanu ko dikhane ke liye hai..
aur mujhe to ye bhayankar toofan aane se pehle ki shaanti lag rahi thi…

time dekha to 12:30 ho rhe the.. class ka mood nhi tha to hm canteen ki taraf chal diye..

isi trah do teen din beet gye aur kuch khaas nhi hua. holi sunday ko padh rhi to students ne principal se holi clg me hi celebrate krne ki permission le li thi..qki sbhi milkar celebrate krna chahte the…
friday ko tanu mere ghar aayi aur hmne khoob enjoye kiya.. tanu ne hmare sath hi dinner kiya or papa use chhodne ja rhe the uske ghar qki raat ho chuki thi..
mai aur tanu pehle hi bahar aa gye.. papa abhi tak khana kha rhe the.. hm yu hi baate kr rhe the apne baare me..
tanu khadi hokar meri taraf dekhne lagi..maine b use dekha.. koi kuch nhi bola.. maine kai din baad note kiya ki tanu pehle se sundar ho gai thi. uska badan b aur adhik bhar gya tha uski chhatiyon me kassav aa gya tha..
aur achanak hi use pta nhi kya hua, usne apne naram hoth mere gaalon par chipka diye..apne hath mere kandhe par rakhkar apne hotho ko halke se idhar- udhar ghumaane lagi.. mai uski ankho ki taraf dekhti hui chupchap khadi rahi.. tanu ki aankhe band thi.. meri taraf se koi objection na pakar usne apni bajuye meri gardan ke dono taraf lapet li thi.. mujhe bahut achha feel ho rha tha meri pyari si gudiya ke paas..
humduniya se bekhabar. ho kar chand ki dudhiya roshni me ek dusre ko apna hone ka ahsaas krwa rhe the..
ab meri halat thodi nervous hone lagi thi.. tanu ko to in cheejo ka thoda bahut experience tha par mai to pehli baar is unchhuye pal ka bhog kar rhi thi..
itne me tanu ne apne komal se hoth mere hotho par rakh diye aur mai behkati chali gai.. mujhe laga ki jaise mere sharir se mera control khatam ho rha hai..
mai uske sath thi or dur jana b nhi chahti thi..bada meetha ahsaas tha uske labon ka.. aur pta nhi kab mere hath uski tani huyi kathor chhtiyo par chale gye.. maine unhe jaise hi sehlana shuru kiya tanu ke muh se ek madhosh kar dene wali siskari phoot padi..wo mujse or sat kar khadi ho gai.. hmaare hoth to jaise alag hone ka naam hi na le rhe ho.. le b kaise hum dono ki ichha ke bina..
hume papa ke aane ka b dar nhi tha bs lage huye the..
maine b uski chuchiyo par dbaav badha diya or tanu tej siskaariya chhodne lagi… hum dono ki hi ankhen band thi..muje to ye lag rha tha ke mai koi sapna dekh rhi hu or hwaao me udti hi jaa rhi hu.. muje meri panty gili hoti hui feel ho rahi thi.. yoni me gudgudi si ho rhi thi..mai use chhuna chahti thi lekin sharam ki wjah se apne aap par kaboo rakhe huye thi..
itna maja or sukh muje kbhi na mila tha..jitna tanu is waqt de rhi thi..
tanu ne apne hath meri gardan se hata liye..
ab wo kya kregi, ye soch kar hi kampkapi chad gayee muje..

maine apne hath chhatiyo se hata kar uski kamar par rakh liye or use ane or adhik paas khinch liya..

hmari chuchiyan apas me ragad khane lagi or meri jeebh tanu ke muh me enter kar gayee..
ab sayad tanu se b jyada kamukta or nasha mujh par chad gaya tha..
meri yoni me kampan ho rhi thi or dheere – dheere gilapan badta ja rha tha..
tanu ne apne komal hath piche mere nitambo par rakh diye or mere hosh goom ho gye ..
ek siskaari mere mukh se b phooti..

mai- sssssssshhhhhhhhh
ooohhhhh taaaaanuuuu, my baby, u r soooooo sweeeeeet..
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

or hmare hoth phir se jud gye… wo mere nitambo ke dono ubhaaro ko kas kar dabaa rhi thi..
hum sb kuch bhool chuke the.. hmare badan tap rhe the or jb b hoth khulte siskariya chuppi tod deti…
aseem sukh mil rha tha or tanu muje or b pyari lgne lagi thi…

achanak hi meri ankhen khuli to paya ki meri jaan meri or nihaar rhi hai.. jaise hi hmari najaren mili to muje sharm aa gai or maine fir se ankhe band kar li .. or ek baar fi us anand se bhare sagar me gote khane lgi..
achanak hi uska 1 hath mere nitambon ee hat or side se hote huye samne meri yoni ki taraf badhne laga.. meri ankhe khul gai or uske hath ki taraf najre chali gai.. mai hilne lagi or ek alag hi madhoshi chhane lagi thi muj par.. mera dil itni jor se kbhi na dhadka tha..meri ankhe fir band ho gai or…..,…….,…,……,.

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andar se papa ke bahar ki taraf aane ki awaz aayi or hm ek dusre se juda ho gye.. sanse abi b dono ki tej hi thi.. k papa gate se bahar aaye or phir wapas mud gye.. hme smbhlne ka moka mil gya nhi to hmari haalat dekhkar jarur puchte k kya baat hai?
lekin sayad hum dono ko hi kuch adhoora rehne ka dukh hua..
mai ab waise thik ho gai thi or tanu b..par pata nhi q dono ki ankho me ansoon the ek dusre k liye…
tanu ne mera chehra hathon me liya , mere gaal ko hlka sa chhooma or boli…

tanu- luv u janu..

mai – luv u too baby
or hmne ek dusre ko bahon me bhar liya.. ek duje ke ansoo ponche or alag ho gye, bilkul shaant, bilkul normal..
mai use nihaar rahi thi or wo muje..

meri jaan par itna pyar mujhe kabhi nhi aya tha.. wo muje duniya ki sbse sundar ladki lag rhi thi or sayad mai use…
mujhe dekhte huye wo thodi. hans padi.. maine b use halki si smile di….itne me papa aa gye or bole…

papa- sorry bete, driving license nhi mil rha tha isliye time lag gya..
maine man hi man socha k achha hi jo itni der lagi.. kash kuch der or lag jati.. muje laga k wo b yhi soch rhi or hmari halki si hansi nikal gai..
tab tak tanu papa ke piche bike par baith chuki thi.. papa ne bike start ki or mai gate ki taraf chal diye..
tanu or mai ek dusre ko dekhte rahe jaise dur na jana chahte ho par wo meri ankhon se ojhal ho gai or mai murat bani gate ki or dekhti reh gai jaise wo phir se ayegi…
apni gardan ko hilaate hue mai ghar ki taraf chal di……

aur akhir wo din aa hi gya jiska mujhe or tanu ko besabri se intjaar tha…

aaj holi thi.. 21st march..

mai sokar uthi to hairan reh gai..

sheetal mere shamne hathon me gulal lgaye khadi thi.. usi ne muje uthaya tha.. mai dar gai or uski taraf daya ki bheekh mangne wali najro se dekha..

wo samajh gai mai kya kehna chahti thi? bt apni ankhe nachate huye…

sheetal- na na na didi, apke jhanse me na aau mai.. be ready 4 this.. khade ho ache bache, shabaash..

uske muh par saitanyat saaf jhalak rhi thi..

hm dono ne hi lower or t-shirts daal rakhi thi..

mai bed se khadi ho gai.. or sheetal meri taraf muskurate huye badhne lagi..

mai b agle kadam ke liye puri sachet thi.. or ekdum se..

mai- ( gate ki taraf dekhte huye) papa ap???

or sheetal ne jaise hi gate ki taraf dekha.. maine jhat se uske hatho ko pakda aur usi ke chehre par jor se masal diya.. uska chehra laal ho gya..

ghabrahat me uski cheekh nikal gyee.. maine jhat se use ghumaya or bed par dhakelte huye, jb tak wo sambhal pati, mai gate ki taraf bhag gyi.. gate par akar mai ruki or sheetal ki taraf jeebh nikalte huye bahar aa gai.. wo abhi b bed par padi thi..

muje pata tha wo badla jarur legi isiliye mai chhat par aa gayi..
upar thandi hawa chal rahi to mai usi me kho gai.. achanak mujhe tanu ka chehra yaad aya aur friday eve ka sara ghatnakaram meri ankho me nachne laga.. ye sochte hi mai sihar uthi..

mere hath khud hi meri chhatiyo par chale gye jo lgatar dhadke ja rhi thi.. wo pathar ki trah kathor ho chuki thi..mujh par khumaar chhane laga..tango me jaise jaan khatam ho gai or yoni me gudgudi si hone lagi.. mai tadap uthi…

chhatiyan sehlaate huye muh se maje se bharpur aahe nikal rhi thi.. chhatiyo ke nipples khade hgye or t-shirt ke upar se b dikhayi dene lage.. sayad bra ki jgah samij hone se aisa hua..

hmare ghar ke piche 1-2 hi makaan the wo b dur.. aur mai monty ki wall ki aad me khud ko sehla rhi thi..
is tanu ne muj par konsa jadoo kar diya tha pta nhi.. par jo b ho is waqt mera dil us ladki ko jaise thanks bol rha ho..
meri siskariya ab b chal rahi thi.. or meri yoni me geelapan aana shuru ho gya..
achanak kisi ke upar aane ki aahat se mai rook gayi.. aur apni sanson par control krne lagi..

lekin himalaya ki in do chotiyon ka kya krun?? khaskar in par khade do pehredaaro ka.. wo to jaise samij or t- shirt phaad kr bahar aa jayenge.. jaise hi mera dhyaan un par gya mai sharma gyee..
baap re.. achanak dekha maine to upar ka gate b band nhi kiya tha..
upar aati hui awaj badh gyee or maine apni condition chupane ke liye muh dusri taraf karke khadi ho gai..
aur achanak 1 rang se bhari bucket se mere sir par laal rang girne laga par mai hili nhi.. aur sheetal achanak se mere samne aa dhamki or jor se haste huye muje chida rhi thi..