Phir Maine Socha
Re: Phir Maine Socha
rimi hmmm mujhe bhi us baat ka behad afsoos hai shree meri wajah se chiku ko kitna kuch sehna pada
shree acha rimi di ye soni kaun hai aur wo chiku ke peeche kyo padi hui hai
rimi are rimi nishu ki behan hai pata nhi use chiku me kya dikha hai ki bachpan se chiku ko apna maan
baithi hai
ek baar maine aise hi ghar me mazaak me bol dia tha ki me uski shaadi chiku se karwa dungi tab se to
chiku ko apna pati hi samajh rahi hai tumhe to function me deekhna tha use kaise chiku ki sewa kar rhi thi
aur usi raat me jab chiku ke sath haadsa hua
tabhi se wo bilkul change hoo gayi hai kisi se baat nhi karti khana peena bhi bhi theek se nhi khaati
wo to chiku ke pyaar me itni pagal hoo chuki hai ki kya batauu chiku jab us se bina mile ghar wapas aa
gaya tha to pagalo ki tarah rona shuru kar dia tha usne
hospital me admit karna pada tha use itni kamzoor hoo gayi thi mere saas sasur ko jab ye baat
pata chali to wo use apne sath le gaye jab se wo wahi hai na kisi se baat karti hai na hi
apna zara bhi dhyaan rakhti hai usne to ghar per bol dia hai ki mujhe chiku chahiye to bas wohi chahiye
sab ne itna samjhaya ki tum abhi choti ho abi tumhari umar nhi hai etc etc…
per wo hai ki kisi ki maan ne ko taiyaar hi nhi hai
shree per di chiku ki abhi itni tabiyet kharrab hui to use milne nhi aana chahiye tha agar wo us se pyar
karti hai to
rimi are use kisi ne bataya hi nhi mere saas sasur chiku ke mummy papa se baat karne aane wale the
chiku aur soni ki per chiku ke sath aisa hadsa ho gaya to wo bhi nhi aa paye aur soni ko bhi kuch nhi bataya
mujhe to kuch samajh nhi aa rha hai uska kya karu apni zindagi barbaad karne pe tulli hui hai
bechara chiku to in sab ke baare me kuch jaanta bhi nhi hai
shree rimi di wo sab chodiye uske baare me baad me sochenge soni se pehle to me apni zaan de dungi agar mere
sona ko kisi ne mujh se alag kia to
rimi hey bhagwaan tum bhi mujh se soni to sambhal nhi rhi ab tumhe kaise sambhalungi me
shree ap meri fikra mat kariye me khud ko sambhal sakti hu aur mujhe bhi pata hai ki chiku kabhi mera asal me
nhi hoo sakta per wo jiska bhi hoga use pehle me parkhungi
chodiye ye baate mujhe is ke baare me abhi nhi soochna pehle mujhe aapke baare me soochna hai
rimi mere baare me , mere baare me kya soochna hai tumhe
shree di ye sab aap hi se shuru hua tha to aap hi ese aage badaengi us waqt jo baaki bach gaya tha use ajj
app hi poora karengi
rimi matlab me samjhi nhi tum kya kehna chah rhi hoo
shree di aap itna na sochiye bas ab aap apni aane wale khushiyoo ka intezaar kijiye aur us se pehle ye pehan ke
taiyaar hoo jaiye kyoki aaj asal me aapki shaadi aur suhaagraat hogi us insaan ke sath jisko aapne apne pati
ki tarah chaha hai
di ne rimi ka wahi kehenga nikal ke rimi ko dia jo rimi ki shaadi ka tha
rimi ye tum kya bol rhi hoo shree aisa kaise hoo sakta hai
di app bas jaisa me kehti hu waisa kijiye baaki mujh per chood dijiye aur uthiye ab
shree rimi ko chiku ke mummy papa ke room me lejaati hai aur use taiyaar karne lagti hai
full makeup ke sath rimi taiyaar hone me lag jaati hai tabhi unke door per knock hota hai aur awaaj aati hai
chiku ki di aap log andar kya kar rhe hai???
shree rimi ko aage ki taiyaari karne ka bol chiku ke paas aa jaati hai
aur chiku ko uske room me wapas lejaati hai aur use aaj ki raat ka saara program samjhaane lagti hai
waha rimi shree ka intezaar karti hui baithi thi per time zyada lagne per wo khud ooth chiku ke
room ki taraf shree ko dhoondne aati hai aur deekhti hai chiku aur di dono aaj ke baare me baat kar rhe hai
wahi chiku ko yakeen nhi hoo rha tha ki di aisa bhi kuch kar sakti hai per use aaj rimi nhi di chahiye thi
use thoda gussa aaya aur sath ne mayoos hote hue di ki saari baate gaur se samajhne lagta hai
shree acha rimi di ye soni kaun hai aur wo chiku ke peeche kyo padi hui hai
rimi are rimi nishu ki behan hai pata nhi use chiku me kya dikha hai ki bachpan se chiku ko apna maan
baithi hai
ek baar maine aise hi ghar me mazaak me bol dia tha ki me uski shaadi chiku se karwa dungi tab se to
chiku ko apna pati hi samajh rahi hai tumhe to function me deekhna tha use kaise chiku ki sewa kar rhi thi
aur usi raat me jab chiku ke sath haadsa hua
tabhi se wo bilkul change hoo gayi hai kisi se baat nhi karti khana peena bhi bhi theek se nhi khaati
wo to chiku ke pyaar me itni pagal hoo chuki hai ki kya batauu chiku jab us se bina mile ghar wapas aa
gaya tha to pagalo ki tarah rona shuru kar dia tha usne
hospital me admit karna pada tha use itni kamzoor hoo gayi thi mere saas sasur ko jab ye baat
pata chali to wo use apne sath le gaye jab se wo wahi hai na kisi se baat karti hai na hi
apna zara bhi dhyaan rakhti hai usne to ghar per bol dia hai ki mujhe chiku chahiye to bas wohi chahiye
sab ne itna samjhaya ki tum abhi choti ho abi tumhari umar nhi hai etc etc…
per wo hai ki kisi ki maan ne ko taiyaar hi nhi hai
shree per di chiku ki abhi itni tabiyet kharrab hui to use milne nhi aana chahiye tha agar wo us se pyar
karti hai to
rimi are use kisi ne bataya hi nhi mere saas sasur chiku ke mummy papa se baat karne aane wale the
chiku aur soni ki per chiku ke sath aisa hadsa ho gaya to wo bhi nhi aa paye aur soni ko bhi kuch nhi bataya
mujhe to kuch samajh nhi aa rha hai uska kya karu apni zindagi barbaad karne pe tulli hui hai
bechara chiku to in sab ke baare me kuch jaanta bhi nhi hai
shree rimi di wo sab chodiye uske baare me baad me sochenge soni se pehle to me apni zaan de dungi agar mere
sona ko kisi ne mujh se alag kia to
rimi hey bhagwaan tum bhi mujh se soni to sambhal nhi rhi ab tumhe kaise sambhalungi me
shree ap meri fikra mat kariye me khud ko sambhal sakti hu aur mujhe bhi pata hai ki chiku kabhi mera asal me
nhi hoo sakta per wo jiska bhi hoga use pehle me parkhungi
chodiye ye baate mujhe is ke baare me abhi nhi soochna pehle mujhe aapke baare me soochna hai
rimi mere baare me , mere baare me kya soochna hai tumhe
shree di ye sab aap hi se shuru hua tha to aap hi ese aage badaengi us waqt jo baaki bach gaya tha use ajj
app hi poora karengi
rimi matlab me samjhi nhi tum kya kehna chah rhi hoo
shree di aap itna na sochiye bas ab aap apni aane wale khushiyoo ka intezaar kijiye aur us se pehle ye pehan ke
taiyaar hoo jaiye kyoki aaj asal me aapki shaadi aur suhaagraat hogi us insaan ke sath jisko aapne apne pati
ki tarah chaha hai
di ne rimi ka wahi kehenga nikal ke rimi ko dia jo rimi ki shaadi ka tha
rimi ye tum kya bol rhi hoo shree aisa kaise hoo sakta hai
di app bas jaisa me kehti hu waisa kijiye baaki mujh per chood dijiye aur uthiye ab
shree rimi ko chiku ke mummy papa ke room me lejaati hai aur use taiyaar karne lagti hai
full makeup ke sath rimi taiyaar hone me lag jaati hai tabhi unke door per knock hota hai aur awaaj aati hai
chiku ki di aap log andar kya kar rhe hai???
shree rimi ko aage ki taiyaari karne ka bol chiku ke paas aa jaati hai
aur chiku ko uske room me wapas lejaati hai aur use aaj ki raat ka saara program samjhaane lagti hai
waha rimi shree ka intezaar karti hui baithi thi per time zyada lagne per wo khud ooth chiku ke
room ki taraf shree ko dhoondne aati hai aur deekhti hai chiku aur di dono aaj ke baare me baat kar rhe hai
wahi chiku ko yakeen nhi hoo rha tha ki di aisa bhi kuch kar sakti hai per use aaj rimi nhi di chahiye thi
use thoda gussa aaya aur sath ne mayoos hote hue di ki saari baate gaur se samajhne lagta hai
Re: Phir Maine Socha
di ki baat khatm hote hi chiku ki sabra ka baand toot pada usne jhat se di ko pakda aur unke lips per
apne lips se apna saara gussa di pe udelne laga jise di ne bhi samjhaa per kuch keh na payiii
thodi der baad jab chiku alag hua to uski aankhon me aansu the jise chiku chupaane ki nakaam koshish
karta rha per di se naa chupa paaya
di ne jab chiku ki aankhon me apne lia aansu deekhe to unhe aur zyada dhakka laga ki maine phir
mere sona ko anjaane me chot pahucha di
di apni pachtave ki aag me sulajh hi rhi thi ki chiku ka bhara gussa fir unpe aag barsaane laga
chiku kuch nhi chahiye mujhe koi nhi chahiye mujhe ab , maine to sirf aap ko apna mana tha mujhe
sir aap hi chahiye thi per aapne to mera pehle se kahi aur sauda kar rakha hai,aaj rimi ke sath
bheej rhi hai kal koi aur le aayengi mujhe samajh kya rakha hai aapne hmm.
rimi to meri behan hai uska mujh per poora haq hai agar use mujh se kuch chahiye hota to wo khud mujh
se maang sakti thi isme aapko kuch karne ki koi zarurat nhi thi per aapne toooooo……..
maine aapko kya samjha tha aur apne hamesha ki tarah mujhe phir se bs chot hi pahochai hai ab chale jaiyee yaha se
mujhe aapki shakl bhi nhi deekhni
di to jaise statue bane wahi baithi rhi aur chiku ki taraf deekhti rhi unhe to kuch samajh nhi aa rha tha ki abhi abhi
kya hua unko itni sab cheeze samajhne me bahot waqt laga jo bhi chiku ne kaha tha
fir to jaise di ko koi sadma sa lag gaya hoo unki annkho ne unka saath chod apni khud ki ek daastaan likhna shuru
kar dia tha khud hi ke aansuoo se per unka jism abhi tak chiku ki kahi baato ko samajhne ki koshish me juta hua tha
chiku ne di ko waha se naa jaate hue khud hi waha se jaana theek samjha
rimi jo gate ke paas khadi sab deekh sun rhi thi mahoul ko bigadta deekh usne beech me aana chaha per jab tak
bahot der hoo chuki thi
chiku waha se ootha aur bahar jaane ko hua raaste me wo rimi se takraya jaroor per use nazarandaaz karte hue
wo seedha ghar se baahar nikal gaya …….
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chiku bas waha se nikal gaya gusse me abhi thodi door hi nikla hoga ki use ehsaas hua ki maine abhi ghar per
di ke sath kya kia hai use bura laga per uski dignity ki bhi baat thi wo wahi ghar ke paas wale
park me jaake baith gaya
PHIR USNE SOCHA ki kya jo maine kia aaj wo sahi tha kya maine di ke sath kuch galat to nhi kia unhe
kaisa laga hoga mera is tarah un se baat karna
chiku bas inhi baato ki jaanch parakh karne me juta hua tha aur waha di
ka haal kuch jana pehchana tha rimi ke lia
theek soni jaisi harkat jis baat ka rimi ko dar tha use wahi karna pad rha tha
rimi ki soni se jaan chuti nhi thi ki ab shree bhi uske palle pad gayi thi
yaha dono taraf apni apni kahani chal hi rhi thi ki chiku ke sath hui ek aur ghatna
are chiku tu yaha is waqt akele kaise baitha hai pata ahi maine tujhe kitna dhoonda
kaha gayab tha itne dino se hmm
chiku nhi bhaiya bas aise hi mujhe chot lag gayo thi islia kahi aaja nhi paaya
vik are ye kaise hua bhai batana to chahiye tha ab kaisa hai sab theek to hai na
aur apna mooh kyo latka rakha hai
chiku ab kya kya bataoo bhaiya mujhe to kuch samajh nhi aa rha hai kaha se shuru karu aur kaha pe
khatm
vik wo sab abhi rehne de pehle ghar chal waha baith ke ache se baat karenge raat bahot hoo chuki hai.
chiku bhi chal dia vik ke sath kyoki uske paas jaane ki koi aur jagah to thi nhi
kuch hi deer me dono vik ke ghar pahochte hai darwaje per chiku ko suman dikhaii deti hai jo vik ka hi
intezaar kar rhi thi
suman kaha reh gaye the itni deer se yumhara intezaar kar rhi hu aur chiku tum bhi kaha the itne dino se
koi ata pata hi nhi tha tumhara
vik are meri maa andar to aane do ki saari baate yahi karni hai
apne lips se apna saara gussa di pe udelne laga jise di ne bhi samjhaa per kuch keh na payiii
thodi der baad jab chiku alag hua to uski aankhon me aansu the jise chiku chupaane ki nakaam koshish
karta rha per di se naa chupa paaya
di ne jab chiku ki aankhon me apne lia aansu deekhe to unhe aur zyada dhakka laga ki maine phir
mere sona ko anjaane me chot pahucha di
di apni pachtave ki aag me sulajh hi rhi thi ki chiku ka bhara gussa fir unpe aag barsaane laga
chiku kuch nhi chahiye mujhe koi nhi chahiye mujhe ab , maine to sirf aap ko apna mana tha mujhe
sir aap hi chahiye thi per aapne to mera pehle se kahi aur sauda kar rakha hai,aaj rimi ke sath
bheej rhi hai kal koi aur le aayengi mujhe samajh kya rakha hai aapne hmm.
rimi to meri behan hai uska mujh per poora haq hai agar use mujh se kuch chahiye hota to wo khud mujh
se maang sakti thi isme aapko kuch karne ki koi zarurat nhi thi per aapne toooooo……..
maine aapko kya samjha tha aur apne hamesha ki tarah mujhe phir se bs chot hi pahochai hai ab chale jaiyee yaha se
mujhe aapki shakl bhi nhi deekhni
di to jaise statue bane wahi baithi rhi aur chiku ki taraf deekhti rhi unhe to kuch samajh nhi aa rha tha ki abhi abhi
kya hua unko itni sab cheeze samajhne me bahot waqt laga jo bhi chiku ne kaha tha
fir to jaise di ko koi sadma sa lag gaya hoo unki annkho ne unka saath chod apni khud ki ek daastaan likhna shuru
kar dia tha khud hi ke aansuoo se per unka jism abhi tak chiku ki kahi baato ko samajhne ki koshish me juta hua tha
chiku ne di ko waha se naa jaate hue khud hi waha se jaana theek samjha
rimi jo gate ke paas khadi sab deekh sun rhi thi mahoul ko bigadta deekh usne beech me aana chaha per jab tak
bahot der hoo chuki thi
chiku waha se ootha aur bahar jaane ko hua raaste me wo rimi se takraya jaroor per use nazarandaaz karte hue
wo seedha ghar se baahar nikal gaya …….
746
chiku bas waha se nikal gaya gusse me abhi thodi door hi nikla hoga ki use ehsaas hua ki maine abhi ghar per
di ke sath kya kia hai use bura laga per uski dignity ki bhi baat thi wo wahi ghar ke paas wale
park me jaake baith gaya
PHIR USNE SOCHA ki kya jo maine kia aaj wo sahi tha kya maine di ke sath kuch galat to nhi kia unhe
kaisa laga hoga mera is tarah un se baat karna
chiku bas inhi baato ki jaanch parakh karne me juta hua tha aur waha di
ka haal kuch jana pehchana tha rimi ke lia
theek soni jaisi harkat jis baat ka rimi ko dar tha use wahi karna pad rha tha
rimi ki soni se jaan chuti nhi thi ki ab shree bhi uske palle pad gayi thi
yaha dono taraf apni apni kahani chal hi rhi thi ki chiku ke sath hui ek aur ghatna
are chiku tu yaha is waqt akele kaise baitha hai pata ahi maine tujhe kitna dhoonda
kaha gayab tha itne dino se hmm
chiku nhi bhaiya bas aise hi mujhe chot lag gayo thi islia kahi aaja nhi paaya
vik are ye kaise hua bhai batana to chahiye tha ab kaisa hai sab theek to hai na
aur apna mooh kyo latka rakha hai
chiku ab kya kya bataoo bhaiya mujhe to kuch samajh nhi aa rha hai kaha se shuru karu aur kaha pe
khatm
vik wo sab abhi rehne de pehle ghar chal waha baith ke ache se baat karenge raat bahot hoo chuki hai.
chiku bhi chal dia vik ke sath kyoki uske paas jaane ki koi aur jagah to thi nhi
kuch hi deer me dono vik ke ghar pahochte hai darwaje per chiku ko suman dikhaii deti hai jo vik ka hi
intezaar kar rhi thi
suman kaha reh gaye the itni deer se yumhara intezaar kar rhi hu aur chiku tum bhi kaha the itne dino se
koi ata pata hi nhi tha tumhara
vik are meri maa andar to aane do ki saari baate yahi karni hai
Re: Phir Maine Socha
suman ohhh me to bhool hi gayi thi , aaiye na andar . chalo chiku mere sath
teeno andar aake hall me sofe per baith jaate hai
tab vik kehta hai ab bataooo chiku kya hua hai aur tum itne pareshaan kyo hooo
chiku bhaiya me aap ko sab kuch to nhi bata sakta per itna bata sakta hu ki me apni gf ke chakkar me
itna pareshaan hu
vik aur suman dono shock hoo jaate hai ki abhi kuch dino pehle to ise is ka theek se matlab bhi
nhi maloom tha aur ab iske lafde yaha tak pahoch gayee dono ek dusre ki shakl taakte rehte hai
per kar bhi kya sakte the
suman ohooooo kya baat hai itni jaldi gf bhi bana li ye kaise hua aur problem kya hai
chiku vik bhaiya ab ye baat suman di ke saamne kaise kahu mujhe samajh nhi aa rha hai
suman mujh e sharmaane ki koi jarurat nhi hai tum khul ke mere saamne bata sakte hoo
suman aur vik ke laakh samjhane ne baad chiku ne saari baate batana theek samjha
ab chiku ke paas itna to dimaag tha nhi ki wo saari baate bina un ladkiyoon ke
baare me bataye sab samjha sakta hai
vik aur suman kaafi had tak sab sahi sahi samjh chuke the per unhe is baat per yakeen karna
bhi ek tarah se mushkil hi tha
chiku ne tab tak jo bhi hua uske sath sab bata dia
vik aur suman ab is pareshaani me the ki jo wo sooch rhe hai kya wohi sahi hai phir suman ne hi
apni baato se chala ke ghuma fira ke chiku se apna shaq door karna theek samjha
end me undono ka shaq door hote hi jab unhe yakeen hua ki wo sahi hai to suman ne kaha
suman i knew it mujhe pata tha di jis tarah chiku ki taraf deekhti hai usme kuch to hai kyo chiku maine theek socha na
chiku shock hoo jaata hai ki inhe kaise pata chal gaya maine to inhe di ke baare me kuch bataya hi nhi
(ab is jhaatu ko kaun samjhaye ki agar ladkiyaan apni pe aa jaye to kisi se kuch bhi uske naa jaaanne per bhi
sab kuch jaan sakti hai)
chiku bhi haar maan kar maan hi leta hai ki ji suman di aap theek samajh rhi hai
fir baat aati hai rimi ki jinhe vik aur suman to jaante nhi the per itna to pata chal hi gaya tha ki ye bhi
chiku ke relation me koi hai
fir unhone samjhana shuru kia ki ajj jo bhi hua usme naa to tumhari galti thi aur na hi di ki ye sirf ek misunderstanding
thi aur tumhara utawala pan ki wajah se ye baat itni badi hui hai
tumne jo bhi waqt di ke sath guzaara jo bhi haseen lamhe tumne di ke sath bitaye tumhe uski aadat si pad gayiii
per jab di ne tumhe rimi ke sath wo haseen pal bitane ko kaha jo tum di ke sath bitaana chahte the
isi wajah se tumhe bura laga isme wo bhi kya karti rimi ka bhi tum per haq hai unhe bhi to kuch soocha hoga tumhare aur unke
sath ke baare me kya kya sapne deekhe honge unhone tumhe agar di ke sath apna waqt guzaarna tha to tumhe saaf saaf keh dena
chahiye tha
di ko itna bhala bura bolne ki kya jarurat thi ab unhe kaisa feel hoo rha hoga tumne kabhi soocha hai maine deekha hai unki
aankhon me wo tumse kitna pyaar karti hai unhone ne to bas rimi ko khush karne ke lia kaha tha taaki tumhara aur unka relation
khatre me na pad jayee
suman ki baate chiku bade dhyaan se sun rha tha aur samajh bhi rha tha use rimi ke sath bitaye gaye wo pal yaad aane lage
jab usne rimi ko promise kia tha.
aur hoo bhi kyo na aakhir unhi ki wajah se to mujhe apni zindagi ka pehla shukhad anand mila tha
di to sab mere bhalai ke lia hi kar rhi thi aur maine unko kitna bhala bura keh dia
shit shit shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttt me kitna bewkoof hu ye maine kya kar dia
suman apni baat khatm kar ke chiku ko bolti hai
suman ab samjhe budhhu raam bewajah itna pareshaan hoo rhe the aur sab ko bhi pareshaan kar dia tumne
chiku hmmmm suman di aap sahi keh rhi hia me sachme gadha hu jo apni pyari di ko itna bhala bura keh dia
teeno andar aake hall me sofe per baith jaate hai
tab vik kehta hai ab bataooo chiku kya hua hai aur tum itne pareshaan kyo hooo
chiku bhaiya me aap ko sab kuch to nhi bata sakta per itna bata sakta hu ki me apni gf ke chakkar me
itna pareshaan hu
vik aur suman dono shock hoo jaate hai ki abhi kuch dino pehle to ise is ka theek se matlab bhi
nhi maloom tha aur ab iske lafde yaha tak pahoch gayee dono ek dusre ki shakl taakte rehte hai
per kar bhi kya sakte the
suman ohooooo kya baat hai itni jaldi gf bhi bana li ye kaise hua aur problem kya hai
chiku vik bhaiya ab ye baat suman di ke saamne kaise kahu mujhe samajh nhi aa rha hai
suman mujh e sharmaane ki koi jarurat nhi hai tum khul ke mere saamne bata sakte hoo
suman aur vik ke laakh samjhane ne baad chiku ne saari baate batana theek samjha
ab chiku ke paas itna to dimaag tha nhi ki wo saari baate bina un ladkiyoon ke
baare me bataye sab samjha sakta hai
vik aur suman kaafi had tak sab sahi sahi samjh chuke the per unhe is baat per yakeen karna
bhi ek tarah se mushkil hi tha
chiku ne tab tak jo bhi hua uske sath sab bata dia
vik aur suman ab is pareshaani me the ki jo wo sooch rhe hai kya wohi sahi hai phir suman ne hi
apni baato se chala ke ghuma fira ke chiku se apna shaq door karna theek samjha
end me undono ka shaq door hote hi jab unhe yakeen hua ki wo sahi hai to suman ne kaha
suman i knew it mujhe pata tha di jis tarah chiku ki taraf deekhti hai usme kuch to hai kyo chiku maine theek socha na
chiku shock hoo jaata hai ki inhe kaise pata chal gaya maine to inhe di ke baare me kuch bataya hi nhi
(ab is jhaatu ko kaun samjhaye ki agar ladkiyaan apni pe aa jaye to kisi se kuch bhi uske naa jaaanne per bhi
sab kuch jaan sakti hai)
chiku bhi haar maan kar maan hi leta hai ki ji suman di aap theek samajh rhi hai
fir baat aati hai rimi ki jinhe vik aur suman to jaante nhi the per itna to pata chal hi gaya tha ki ye bhi
chiku ke relation me koi hai
fir unhone samjhana shuru kia ki ajj jo bhi hua usme naa to tumhari galti thi aur na hi di ki ye sirf ek misunderstanding
thi aur tumhara utawala pan ki wajah se ye baat itni badi hui hai
tumne jo bhi waqt di ke sath guzaara jo bhi haseen lamhe tumne di ke sath bitaye tumhe uski aadat si pad gayiii
per jab di ne tumhe rimi ke sath wo haseen pal bitane ko kaha jo tum di ke sath bitaana chahte the
isi wajah se tumhe bura laga isme wo bhi kya karti rimi ka bhi tum per haq hai unhe bhi to kuch soocha hoga tumhare aur unke
sath ke baare me kya kya sapne deekhe honge unhone tumhe agar di ke sath apna waqt guzaarna tha to tumhe saaf saaf keh dena
chahiye tha
di ko itna bhala bura bolne ki kya jarurat thi ab unhe kaisa feel hoo rha hoga tumne kabhi soocha hai maine deekha hai unki
aankhon me wo tumse kitna pyaar karti hai unhone ne to bas rimi ko khush karne ke lia kaha tha taaki tumhara aur unka relation
khatre me na pad jayee
suman ki baate chiku bade dhyaan se sun rha tha aur samajh bhi rha tha use rimi ke sath bitaye gaye wo pal yaad aane lage
jab usne rimi ko promise kia tha.
aur hoo bhi kyo na aakhir unhi ki wajah se to mujhe apni zindagi ka pehla shukhad anand mila tha
di to sab mere bhalai ke lia hi kar rhi thi aur maine unko kitna bhala bura keh dia
shit shit shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttt me kitna bewkoof hu ye maine kya kar dia
suman apni baat khatm kar ke chiku ko bolti hai
suman ab samjhe budhhu raam bewajah itna pareshaan hoo rhe the aur sab ko bhi pareshaan kar dia tumne
chiku hmmmm suman di aap sahi keh rhi hia me sachme gadha hu jo apni pyari di ko itna bhala bura keh dia