Noukar se chudaai

[raj..]

Noukar se chudaai

mera naam Seema gupta hai. mai abhi 35 saal ki hoom. mai dekhane me
theek thaak sundar hu. gora ramg. bara badan. aakarshak chehara. bade
bade tane hue uroj. maamsal jaanghe. ubhare hue koolhe. yaani ki mard
ko priy lagane waali har cheej mere paas he. lekin mai vidhava hoom.
mere paas mard hi nahi hai. mere pati ka dehaant hue saat saal hue
hem. mere ek ladaka hai.usake janm ke samay hi mere pati chal base
the.ab munne ki umar saat saal ki hai. pichale saat saal se mai
vidhava ka jeevan gujaar rahi hum. mera ghar ka bada sa makaan he.
usame mere alaawa kiraayedaar bhi rahate hem. me skool me teechar
hum..ye mere jeevan ki sachchi kahaani hai. aap se kuch nahi
chupaaugi. dara-asal seks ko lekar meri haalat kharaab thi. mene pati
ke gujarane ke baad kisi mard se sambhog nahi kiya. saat saal ho gaye.
din to gujar jaata hai par raat ko badi baicheni rahati hai. mai theek
se so bhi nahi paati hu man bhatakata rahata hai. raat ko apani
jaamghom ke beech takiya laga kar ragadati hoom. kai baar kalpana me
kisi mard ko basa kar usase sambhog karati hoom...aur takiya ragadati
hoom. man me sada yahi hota rahata hai ki koi mard mujhe apani baahom
me le kar pees daale.mujhe choome...mujhe sahalaaye.mujhe dabaaye.mere
saath naana prakaar ki kriyaaye kare. par aisa koi moka nahi hai.
maire vidhava hone ki vajah se pati ka pyaar meri kismat me nahi
hai..yu to mohalle ke bahut se mard mere peeche pade rahate hai par
mera man kisi par nahi aata. mai darati hum. ek to samaaj se ki
doosarom ko maalum padega to log kya kahemge ? paas pados
hai...rishtedaar hai..skool hai..dusare khud se ki agar kahi bachcha
thahar gaya to kya karumgi ? isaliye mai khud hi tadapati rahati hum.
mujhe to sharm bhi bahut aati hai ki ab kisi se kya kahum ki mere paas
mard nahi hai aao mujhe chodo...aap se man ki baat kahi hai. mere din
inhi paristhitiyom me nikal rahe the..inhi manodasha ke beech ek din
mere sambandh mere naukar se ban gaye..hariya, mera naukar.umra, 30-35
ki hai. gaav ka hai. pahaadi taakatawar kasarati deh pholadi badan
thoda kaala ramg badi badi mumche yum rahata saaf suthara hai. pichale
do saal se mere paas naukar hai. maine use apane hi ghar me ek kamara
de rakha hai. is prakaar wo hamaare saath hi rahata hai. usaki beebi
gaamv me rahati hai. bachche hai-paamch ! saal me ek do baar chutti
lekar gaamv jaata hai...baaki samay hamaare saath hi rahata hai.mai
skool jaati hum atah usake rahane se mujhe badi sahooliyat rahati hai.
wah beedi bahut peeta hai. ek tarah se wah hamaare ghar ka sadasya hi
hai..ek aurat ki drashti se dekhum to wah pura mard hai aur usame wo
sab khubeeyaam hai jo ek mard me hona chaahiye...bas jara kaala hai
aur beedi bahut peeta hai..yah kahaani hariya aur mere sambandh ki
hai..us din. shaam ka samay tha. munna ghar se baahar khelane gaya
tha. mai aur hariya ghar me akele the. mai gir padi...giri to jor se
cheekhi...ghabara gayi. hariya daud kar aaya..aur mujhe god me utha
kar palamg par litaaya..bibijee..kaha lagi.doctor ko bulaau
?nahi..nahi.doctor ki kya jarurat hai..wese hi theek ho
jaaugi.tab.aayodeksa laga dum.

[raj..]

wah daud kar gaya aur aayodeks ki sheeshi le aaya..kaha lagi hai
bataao..bibijee. usaka vyavahaar dekh mai kah di.yahaam..peeche lagi
he..pomd par.. wah mujhe ulta kar ke lita diya. aur mere pomd par
apane haath laga kar dekhane laga. sacha kahum to usaki harakatem
mujhe achchi lag rahi thi. aaj do saal se wo mere saath haikabhi usane
mere saath koi galat harakat nahi kiya hai. aaj is tarah usaka mujhe
pahale god me uthaanaphir abhi ulat kar pomd sahalaana..wo to meri
chomt dekhane ke bahaane mere pomd ko sahalaane hi lag gaya tha. lekin
usaka haath,usaka sparsha mujhe achcha hi lag raha tha. isaliye mai
chup padi rahi. wah pahale to baitha kar meri saadi par se pomd
sahalaayaa-phir kamar par malham lagaaya. malham lagaate lagaate
bolabibijee tanik saadi dheeli kar lo..neeche tak laga deta hum.saadi
kharaab ho jaayegi.mujhe to dard ho raha tha aur usaka sparsha achcha
bhi lag raha thaath mene thunakate hue haath neeche le ja kar peteekot
ka naada kheech diya..aur saadi peteekot dheela kar diya..mai to ulti
padi thihariya ne jab kaampate haathom se mere kapade neeche karake
mere pomd pahali baar dekhe to janaab ki seeti nikal gayi...mumh se
nikala.bibijee..aap to bahut gori haim.aap ke jaisa to hamaare gaamv
me ek bhi nahi hai. apani taareef sun mai sharama gayi. wo to achcha
tha ki mai aumdhi padi thi..akele bamd kamare me jawaan maalakin ke
saath us ki bhi haalat kharaab thi.kareeb chah mahine se wah apani
beebi ke paas nahi gaya tha. maire gore gore pomd dekh kar usaki
dhadakane badh gayee,haath kaampane laga. par mard ho kar itana achcha
mauka kaise chod deta ?.mere gore gore maamsal nitamb dawaai lagaane
ke bahaane sahalaane laga. dawa kam lagaaihaath jyaada phera..jab
sahalaate sahalaate thodi der ho gayi aur usane dekha ki mai virodh
nahi kar rahi hum to aage badh gaya.khulepan se mere dono kulhom par
haath chalaane laga. pahale ek..phir dusara..jahaam chomt nahi lagi
thi vahaam bhi..phir dono kulhom ke beech ki gahari ghaati bhi..jab wo
maire dono kulhom ko haath se choda karake beech ki jagah dekha to mai
to saams lena hi bhool gayi. wah choda kar ke mera guda dwaar aur
peeche ki or se meri chut tak dekh liya tha. ab aapako kya bataau us
ke haath ke sparsh se hi mai kaamuk ho uthi thi. aur meri chut ki
jagah geeli geeli ho chali thi. meri chut par kaaphi bade bade baal
the..mene apani jhaamtem kai maheenom se nahi banaai thi. mujh vidhava
ka tha bhi kaun..jis ke liye mai apani chut ko saja sawaamr kar
rakhati ? kamare me shaam ka dhumdhalaka to tha par abhi andhera nahi
hua tha. mai ek anokhe daur se gujar rahi thi..mera naukar sahala raha
tha aur mai padi padi sahalawa rahi thi. mera naukar mere guptaamg ko
peeche se dekh raha tha aur mai padi padi dikha rahi thi. yahaam tak
to theekpar jab usane jaanabujh kar ya anjaane mem mere guda dwaar ko
apani umgali se tch kiya to mai uchak padi. shareer me jaise karent
laga ho..ek dam se usaka haath pakad ke hata di aur kah
uthihaay..kya..karate..ho..saath hi haath jhatak kar utha baithi. mai
ghabara gayi thi aur mujh se jyada wo ghabaraaya hua tha. mai usaka
iraada nek na samajha kar palamg se utara padi. parantu mera wo utha
kar khade hona gajab ho gaya. kyom ki meri saadi to khuli hui thi.
khadi hui to saadi aur peteekot dono dhalakakar paavom me ja gire...

aur mai kamar ke neeche namgi ho gayi. is prakaar apane naukar ke aage
namge hone me mere sharam ka paaraawaar na tha. meri to saams hi atak
gayi. mai ghabaraahat mem vahi jamin par baitha gayi.. tab vah mujhe
ek baar phir god me utha kar palamg par daal diya. aur agale pal jo
kiya us ki to maine kalpana tak nahi ki thee-ki aaj mere saath aisa
bhi hoga. usane mujhe palamg par patakaa aur khud mere upar chadhata
chala gaya. ek pal ko mai neeche thi wo upar..doosare pal meri taamge
uthi hui thi..teesare pal wo meri taamgom ke beech tha..chothe pal
usane apani dhoti ke ek aur se apana lund baahar kar liya
tha..paamchawe pal usane haath me pakad kar apana lund meri chut se
ada diya tha..aur...chathe pal...to ek moti si..garam si..kadak
si.cheej mere andar thi. aur...bas.phir kya tha.kamare mem shaam ke
samay naukarmaalakin...aurat aur mard ban gaye the. meri to saams bamd
ho gayi thi. shareer aith gaya tha. dhadakane ruk gayi thi. aamkhe
pathara gayi thi. jeebh sookh gayi thi. mai apane hosh me nahi thi ki
mere saath kya ho raha hai. jo kar raha tha wo wah kar raha tha. mai
to bas chup padi thi. na maine koi sahayog diya.na maine koi virodh
kiya. bas...jo usane kiya wo karawa liya. saat saal baad..ghar ke
naukar se...pata nahi kya hua mai to koi virodh hi na kar saki.
bas.usane ghuseda...aur chod diya...mere mumh se uf bhi na nikali. mai
padi rahi taamgom ko uthaayeaurwo dhakke pe dhakke maarata gaya...pata
nahi kitani der.pata nahi kitani der..usaka mota sa lund meri chut ko
raumdata raha. ragadta rahaa mai behosh si padi karawaati
rahi.phir...ant aaya..wo mere andar dher sa paani chod diya...mai
apane naukar ke veerya se tarabatar ho uthi.. jab wah alag hua to mai
kaampati hui uthi aur namgi hi baatharum chali gayi. mere man me yah
bodh tha ki yah mene kya kar daala..ek vidhava ho kar chudawa li..wo
bhi ek naukar se.apane naukar se..haay yah kya ho gaya.yah galat
hai...yah nahi hona chaahiye tha. ab kya hoga ???????.mai baatharum
gayi. wahaam baitha kar mooti. mujhe badi jor ki pishaab lagi thi.
mene jhuk kar dekha..meri jhaatem usake veerya se chipachipa rahi thi.
mene sab paani se saaf kiya. itane me aur pishaab a gayi. aur mooti.
phir taawel lapet kar baahar nikali to saamane hariya khada tha.mujh
se to nazar bhi na milaayi gai.aur mai bagal se nikal ke apane kamare
me chali gayi..

(dusari baar ).us shaam mai baatharoom se nikal kar bistar par ja
giree. letate hi mujhe khumaari ki gahari Nind aayee.kareeb saat saal
baad maine kisi mard ka land liya thaa. chudaayi anjaane mem hui
thee.beman se hui thee,phir bhi chudaayi to chudaayi thee.mai to aisi
padi ki munna ne hi a kar jagaayaa..raat khaane ki mej par mai hariya
se akhe nahi mila pa rahi thee.badi mushkil se maine khaana
khaayaa...baar baar dil mem yahi khyaal aata ki memne yah kya kar
daalaa-apane naukar se chudawa li..vidhava hokar..kaisa paap kar
daalaa..raat mai khaane ke baad bhi hariya se kuch na bolee.bas
chupachaap munna ke saath ja kar apane kamare mem so gayee. so to
gayi...par meri akhom mem Nind na thi.mai do bhaagom mem bat gayi
thee-dil aur dimaag. dil aaj ki ghatana ko achcha kah raha tha.aur
dimaag buraa. mera dil kahata tha mai vidhava ka jeevan ji rahi
thee.agar bhagawaan ne meri sunakar ek land ka intajaam kar diya to
kya kharaabi hai.par mera dimaag ise paap maan raha thaa..kya
karum..kya na karum...sochate sochate mai munna ke saath leti thee.
munnaabodhko meri manodasha ka gyaan nahi thaa. wah aaraam se so gaya
tha..mai jaag rahi thee. ki darawaaje ki kundi bajee. kon ho sakata
hai.? ghar mem hariya ke alaawa koi nahi thaa. wahi hogaa. kyom aaya
hai ab ? mai chup rahi to kundi phir bajee. tab mai utha kar gayi aur
darawaaja kholaa. wahi thaa. use dekh mai jhemp si gayee..kyom aaye ho
yaha ?bibijeeandar a jaaum ?nahitum jaaoyaha se aur mene darawaaja
band kar liyaa..meri sas tej ho gayee. ma ree.yah to andar hi aana
chaah raha thaa. kya karata andar a kar ? off.kya phir
se..chudaayi.?????? ma..munna hai yaha..dubaara ? na baaba na..to kya
ho gaya is mem.sab to karate hai..ek baar to karawa li ab or kya hai ?
agar dubaara bhi karawa legi to kya bigad jaayega ? bhagawaan ne ek
moka diya hai to usaka maja le.baar baar aise moke kaha milate hai.
saat saal se taras rahi hum..mai padi rahi..sochati rahee. moka mila
hai to rukama us ka phaayada uthaa.jawaani yum hi to nikal gayi
hai.baaki bhi nikal jaayegi.achcha bhala aaya tha bechaaraa..bhaga
diyaa. use to koi dusari mil jaayegee.us ki to aurat bhi hai.tera kon
hai.tujhe kon milega ? paap he..paap he..me hi saari jindagi nikal
gayee.. thodi der ho gayi to mujhe pachataawa hone laga ki bekaar ek
maja lene ka chas kho diyaa. tab mai uthi aur ja kar kundi
kholee.darawaaje ke baahar nikal kar dekhi..o ma..hariya to wahi
deewaar se sata baitha thaa.aur beedi pi raha thaa.mujhe aaya dekhakar
wah beedi phekakar utha khada huaa. mere paas aayaa.mai jhijhakati si
haath mem saadi ka pallu lapetati hui boli...gaye nahi ab tak.. wah
mera haath pakad kar apane haath me le liyaa.apana naram naram naajuk
sa haath usake mardaana haath mem jaate hi mujhapar nasha sa cha
gayaa..mujhe vishawaasa tha ki aap jaroor aaogee. kah kar wah mujhe
apani taraf kheecha to mai nirvirodha usaki taraf khichi chali
gayee.wah mujhe apani baahom mem badh liyaa.usake chode seene se lag
kar mai jawaani ka anokha sukh pa gayee. mai us ke seene mem apana
chehara chupa bol padee..hariya mujhe dar lagata hai...-dar kaisa
beebeejee. wah meri peeth par baahom ka bandhan sakht kar diyaa..mai
kasamasaaee..ek mardaane badan mem bamdhana bada hi sukhad laga raha
thaa..koi dekh lega na..
kramashah.........

[raj..]

gataank se aage.......
yaha ghar ke ghar mem kon dekhane aayega beebeejee.wah apani baahom ka
bamdhan sakhta kiyaa..mai sharamaate hue usaki chodi chaati mem mumh
chupa lee..munna to hai naa..-are wo to abhi chota hai..wo kya jaanata
hai abhee..mai usaki baahom ke ghere mem kasamasaayee..aur jo kuch rah
gaya to.mai vidhava kya karumgi ?kya ? wah kucha samajha nahi.yahi.mai
jhijhakee..kah na paayee.rukee.sas lee. kahee..arare raam.kahi mai pet
se rah gayi to... hariya ke dwaara garbhavati hone ki baat se hi mujhe
jhurajhuri a gayee.jise usane saaph mahasus kiya..mere jawaan jism ko
baahom me jakada aur peeth par haatha phiraata hua bolaa..bibijee yadi
aisa ho jaaye ki bachcha na hoy to. mai us ki baahom ki garami mahsoos
karati hui budabudaai.kya aisa ho sakata hai ?samajho ki aisa ho chuka
hai..mai nazar uthaai..use dekhee. wah mumcho mem muskara diyaa..abhi
pichali baar chah mahine pahale jab mai gav gaya tha na to mene
aapareshan karava liya thaa..mai us ki chaati mem naak ragadee..kaisa
aapareshan ? yahi..bachche bamd hone kaa.-haay mujhe to bataaya hi
nahi.ab aap ko kya bataata beebeejee...pach bachche to ho gaye.jab bhi
gav jaata hum ek bachcha ho jaata hai...us ke kahane ka dhmg aisa tha
ki.mujhe hmsi a gayee. mujhe hamsata pa usane mujhe aisi jor se
bheecha ki mere uroj usake seene se dab uthe..aur phir wah aaturata se
mere pichawaade par haath lagaaya to mai chihumk kar kah
uthee..hariya..yaha nahi.. mera ishaara samajh hariya mera haath pakad
kheechata hua mujhe apane kamare mem le gayaa. aur mai usake saath
bina na nukur kiye chali gayee. hariya ka kamaraa...mere hi ghar ka ek
kamara thaa. us mem ek khatiya bichi thee. ek kone me mori bani thi.
aur dusare kone mem ek aaliya tha jisamem bhagawaan biraaje the.
kamare mem pahumchakar to mere pav jaise jam se gaye. mai ek hi jagah
khadi rah gayee. tab wah wahi mujhe apani balishta bhujaao mem badha
liyaa.mai chupachaap us ke seene se lag gayee..aap bahut khubasurat ho
beebeejee.wah badabada uthaa.usake haath swatantrata se meri peeth par
ghumane lage. mai khadi kuch der to usaki sahalaawat ka aanand leti
rahee.mujhe bahut achcha lag raha thaa.saat saal baad kisi mard ka
sparsha mila thaa. phir mai kunamuna ke bolee..hariya darawaaja laga
do..-are bibijee yaha kon aayega...-uhum.tum to laga do.. wah ja kar
darawaja laga aayaa. aake mere ko pakadaa.mai
bichakee..hariya..laait..-bibijee rahane do na.andhere mem kya maja
aayega.wah mujhe baahom mem badhaa.mujhe sharam aati hai naa.. wah na
sunaa. bas peeche haath chalaata raha. mai thodi der baad phir
kunamunaaee..laait bamd karo naa. tab wah beman se laait band kiyaa.
kamare me andhera ho gayaa. andhere band kamare me mai abhi thodi si
chen ki sas bhi na li thi ki wah mujhe pakad kar khatiya par patak
diyaa.aur khud mere saath a gayaa..mera dil jorom se dhadak raha thaa.
ab phir se chudane ki ghadi a gayi thee. wah mere saath gutham gutha
ho gayaa.