Aur main phir unke peeche chal padi.
Raat ko Shaukar aaye aur wo mujhe mere ghar bhejne ke liye razi the. Agle din main ghar pahunch gayi.
Ghar par meri maa, mera bhai,mere baba aur meri khala aur unki beti sab maujood the. Shaukat ko baithak me bithaya gaya. Phir wahi sab rasmo riwaj aur wahi sab cheeze.
Sab log bahut khush the. Main gaur kiya ki meri maa bhi badi khush thi,bade dino ke baad unke maathe ki silwatein mit gayi thi aur unka chehra taza taza sa lag raha tha.
Ek ladki ka bhojh jo unke sar se utar gaya tha. Ab mujhe apna hi ghar thoda anjana sa lag rha tha. Main palat palat kar har cheez ko dekh rahi thi. Aaj ye mujhe begana begana sa lagta tha. Mujhe apne upar yakeen nahi aa raha tha. Mere baba ab bhi Shaukat se baat kar rahe the aur meri khala meri maa ke sath baith kar baatein kar rahi theen. Isi tarah shaam ho gayi aur shaukat mujhe mere ghar par wida kar ke apne ghar chale gaye. Main lagbhaf kuch din hi apne ghar rahi. Ye din itni jaldi beet gaye ki pata
hi na chala. Ab mujhe pehli baar ki tarha ghar se jaate huyi rona nahi aa raha tha. Ek halchal si zarur ho rahi thi apne shauhar ke sath apne sasural jate huye.
Sab isi tarha chal raha tha. Ek saal beet gaya. Har taraf se bacche ki farmaaish hone lagi. Shaukat dheere dheere phir sarab peene lagey. Miya biwi me khat phat suru ho gayi. Mere saas sasur unko bahut samjhate lekin wo kahan samajhne wale the. Aakhir wo khaufnaak raat aa hi gayi jiska kisi bhi ladki ko intezar nahi hota. Ye baarish ka maheena tha aur tez barish ho rahi thi. Main ab bhi shaukat ka intezar kar rahi thi. Wo aaj bhi pee kar gaaye the. Jaise hi unke chote bhai ne unhe mere kamre me apne
kandho ke shahare daakhil kiya main unpar baras padi. Lekin wo nahse me itne doobe the ki bistar par gir kar so gaye.
Main bhi na jaane kab so gayi aur subha uthte hi unse ulajh padi ye na jaante huye ki aaj ji meri qayamat aane wali hain. Hum dono ki awaazein char deewaro se takra rahi theen.
Meri saas aur nanad bhi ab kamre me daakhil ho chuki theen. Ab main chup ho chuki thi aur meri saas aur meri nanad meri taraf se Shaukat se sawal kar rahi theen unke
peene ke mutalik. Mujhe yaad nahi ki meri saas ne aisa kya kaha ki mere shauhar me apna rishta mujhse tod liya. Wo teen lafz hi main sun paayi ki dhadaam se murjha kar
sakht farsh par gir padi. Mujhe jab hosh aaya to mere shauhar sar pakde sisak rahe the aur main apni saas ki godh me sar rakhe apne bistar par padi thee. Meri nanad bhi
ro rahi thi. Maine aankhein kholi aur mujhe wo zehreele lafz yaad aaye to main bhi fafak kar ro padi. Meri saas us aurat ki tarha aansu baha rahi thi jiski godh me uska baccha
aakhri saansien gin raha hota hai. Rote rotey shaam ho gayi thi.
mujhe rote hue na jane kitna waqt ho chala tha. Shaam ho aayi thi. Na jaane kab main so gayi. Jab neend se jaagi to dekhti hoon ki mere bagal me mere hi kamre me meri saas so rahi thi. Lekin jab kal rat to gati huyi beraham daastan yaad aayi to meri aankho me phir aansu bhar aaye. Main soch rahi thi ki kash main neend se jaag hi na paati. Neend ke bahane hi sahi kam se kam main is takleef se to door thi. Neend ki achhai ka pehli baar mujhe itna ehsaas hua tha.
Ab to rone ki takat bhi na thi. Bas main apne ghutne apni sar par tikay khaomoshi se us badsurat subah ko dekh rahi thi. Ye ghar phir se mere liye paraya ho chuka tha aur ab phir mujhe wapas laut kat apne hi ghar wapas jana tha. Wahan ek bechara baap aur ek bechari maa ho sakta hai mujhe wapas dekh kar sadme aur takleef ki surat na ban jayein. Main yahi soch rahi thi ki mere sar phar kisi ne haanth phera to main yakayak apne ubalte toofano se wapas duniya me aa gayi. Dekhti kya hoon ki meri maa apne pyare haanth mere sar par pher rahi hai. Maa ko dekh kar meri halat us baccha ki tarha ho gayi jo apni maa se kisi mele me bichad jaane ke baad mila ho. Main ek baar phir phoot phoot kar ro padi. Is baar aisa laga jaise meri ruh mere jism ke bahar aane ko betaab hai. Main phir behosh ho gayi, Ye shayad doosri baar tha ke main behosh ho gayi thi. Jab hosh aaya to khud ko apne ghar me apne baba, amma aur bhai ke paas paaya.
Mere baba mere sar par haanth pher rahe the, unki aankhein aisi lag rahi thi jaise koi andhere kuyein mein apni koi gum huyi cheeztalash karta ho. unke kaanpte huye honto se bas yahi baat nikal payi ki “beti kaisi ho, ab kaise mehsus ho raha hai” iske jwab mein meri aanko ne do aansu bahakar unka jawab diya.
Maine kal se hi kuch na khaya tha. Jism ek bhojh ki tarha lag raha tha aur sar kisi chaale ki tarha phat jana chahta tha dard ki wajah se. Aankhein shayad soojh gayi theen rotey rotey. Ab mujhe zabardasti chicken ka soup pilaya gaya. Jo maine thoda hi piya lekin usse mujhe thodi rahat mehsoos huyi.
Ab mere baba chilla padey “haramkhor ne meri beti ki kya halat kar di hai, zaleel kahin ka”
Meri khala aur unki beti bhi mujhe dekhne aaye. Lekin khala ke muh se ab kuch nahi nikalta tha. Wo shayad is takleef me mubtila theen ki unhi ki wajah se mera us ghar me rishta hua tha.Khair din isi tarha beet rahe the, main ek pahad ki tarha ek bojh ban ke apne ghar me wapas aa chuki thi. Baba aur amma kabhi bhi mere saamne kuch na kehte lekin unke chehro se ye baat malum karna mushkil na tha ki main ab unke jism ka nasoor ban chuki hoon.
yekeen karo ya na karo..Long hindi sex story
Re: yekeen karo ya na karo..Long hindi sex story
Thode dino ke baad khala phir subha subha mere ghar aayi, Is waqt mere baba ghar par nahi the aur mera chota bhai college gaya hua tha.
Khala: ” Kahan par ho?”
Amma: “Assalamoalekum aapa”
Khala: “walekum salam aur khairiyat to hai”
Amma: “haan ab jo hai so hai”
Khala : “Aur aara kaisi hai”
Amma:”bas bechari ji rahi hai”
Khala: “to kab tak tum usey aisi halat me rakho gi , uske mustakbil ke bare me kuch socha hai bhi ya nahi”
Amma: “abhi kaise kuch socha jaye, uski halat aisi kahan hai”
Khala: “uski halat kaise durusht hogi jab tum uske barey mein kuch soch hi nahi rahi ho”
Amma: “kya matlab?”
Khala: “Arrey jawan beti ke haanth peele karne ke baare me socho”
Amma: “ab is khayal se hi dar lagta hai”
Khala: “haan main jaanti hoon, lekin suruaat to karni chahiye na”
Amma :”haan wo to hai, lekin itni jaldi kya hai”
Khala: “jaldi, hmmm ab itni der bhi na karo, Shaukat ke abbu hamare ghar aaye the, wo keh rahe the ki wo phir
se aara ko apne nikah me lena chahta hai”
Amma: “kya? unki itni himmat ho chali, aur aap ko unse kuch bolte na ban pada,aur phir unki ye baat aap hum tak
pahuchane bhi aa gayi, hairat hai”
Khala: “”meri poori baat to suno”
Amma: “dekho aapa aapka lihaz hai mujhe lekin aap us manhoos ghar ki baat dobara na karna, aapka malum
nahi tha ki wo kameena sharabi hai”
Khala: “mera yakeen karo, mujhe hargiz na malum tha, main apni bacchi ko kyun jahannum me dhakelti?”
Amma: “ab yakeen ka sawal hi nahi raha Aapa, ab to hum sab jhulas gaye hain aag mein, ab paani daalne se kya hoga”
Khala: “dekho kai baar insan badi galti kar baitha hai, Shaukat din raat rota rahta hai, wo bahut jyada sharminda hai aur wo,,,….”
Amman: Sharminda ho ya jahunnam me jaye, mujhe kya karna hai, uski baat ab is ghar me bilkul na hogi, aap jayein is waqt , mujhe bahut kaam pada hai”
Ye shayad pehli baar is ghar me hua tha ki khala ko amma ne jane ke liye kaha tha. Khala bhi bilkul na ruki aur
bas mere sar par haanth pher kar apne ghar ko chalti phiri. Shaam ko jab baba aaye to amma ne khala ke aane ke barey me bataya. Amma ki baat sunkar jaise baba kisi angara ke jalne ki tarha biphar padey “tumhari badi bahen ne pehle to humko barbaad kiya ab itni bhi sharm nahi hai ki kam se kam hamare zakhmo ka makhaul to na udayein, unse keh dena agar us manhoos ghar hi himayat karna hai to hamare darwaze par naa aaye, ye tumne accha kiya jo unko jaane ke liye keh diya”
Mera bhai jo is masle par kuch na bola tha ab wo bhi baba ko dekh kar bol pada
“ye aag unki nahi aap logon ki lagayi haim jab main ladke ke baare me aapko batata tha to aap log mujhe hi ulti do char suna diya karte the aur ab khala ko ilzaam de rahe hain, waah kya khoob ghar hai mere”
Bhai ki baat sunkar baba aur amma khamosh ho gaye. Bhai itne dino baad kuch bola tha. Wo bhi meri halat par aansu bahaya karta tha.
Ek din kuch aurtein aayi aur unke sath hamari padosan thi. Ye padosan hamesha hamari chugli aur idhar ki udhar waali aadat se majboor thi.
Amma use dekh kar thoda chaunk gayi kyunki wo kabhi hamari khair khwaah nahi rahi thi.
Amma ne un sabko bithya. Pehle to wo sab idhar udhar ki baat karti rahi , phir meri halat par afsosh zahir karti
rahi, phir muddey ki baat par aa gayi. Ye aurtein mere rishte ke talluk se aayi thi. Meri maa thoda sukun me lag hi
rahi thi ki ek baat ke jawab ne unko sakhte me daal diya. Hua ye ki meri maa ne sab kuch poonchne ke baad
ladke ki umar poochi. Jiskw jawab me wo aurtein kehne lagi ki ladke ki ye doosri shadi hogi, uski umar 45 saal
hai. Itna sunte hi meri maa ne unko chalta kiya. Wo aurtein bhi darwaze tak ulta seedha bakti hi gayi.
“kamaal dekho chudailo ka, kameeni kehti hain ki 45 saal ka ladka hai, kambhakt kaheen ki sharm nahi aati munhooso ko”
isi tarha na jaane kitne din beet gaye. Maine har khushi ki ummed chhod di thi, Ab isi tarha ke rishte aaya karte tha. Mera baba aur amma ab is tarha ke rishte se ukta chuke the. An wo khamosh rehna chahte the. Mere baba ki tabhiyat kharab rehne lagi aur amma jo dil ki mareez thi wo bhi kuch behtar na theen.
Ab maine rona thona bilkul chhod diya tha.
Ek shaam ko meri khala phir aayi aur is dafha unke sath khalu bhi the. Amma ne unhe bithaya iar khane ke liye rok liya. Sab log baato me masghool the.
Meri khala kuch hichak si rahi thi kuch bolne me lekin phir apni aadat ke mutabik bol hi padi
Khala: “maine suna hai ki Aara ke liye rishte aa rahe hain”
Baba: “arrey aise rishto par khaak dalo”
Khala: “to kaise rishto ki talash hai aapko, kya koi bin byaha ladka chahiye aapko”
Baba: “haan, to isme burai kya hai”
Khala: “bhai sahab, zara apni aankhein kholein, ab haqiqat ko dekhein, Aara ab talaqshuda hai,ye nahi jaante kya
Khala: ” Kahan par ho?”
Amma: “Assalamoalekum aapa”
Khala: “walekum salam aur khairiyat to hai”
Amma: “haan ab jo hai so hai”
Khala : “Aur aara kaisi hai”
Amma:”bas bechari ji rahi hai”
Khala: “to kab tak tum usey aisi halat me rakho gi , uske mustakbil ke bare me kuch socha hai bhi ya nahi”
Amma: “abhi kaise kuch socha jaye, uski halat aisi kahan hai”
Khala: “uski halat kaise durusht hogi jab tum uske barey mein kuch soch hi nahi rahi ho”
Amma: “kya matlab?”
Khala: “Arrey jawan beti ke haanth peele karne ke baare me socho”
Amma: “ab is khayal se hi dar lagta hai”
Khala: “haan main jaanti hoon, lekin suruaat to karni chahiye na”
Amma :”haan wo to hai, lekin itni jaldi kya hai”
Khala: “jaldi, hmmm ab itni der bhi na karo, Shaukat ke abbu hamare ghar aaye the, wo keh rahe the ki wo phir
se aara ko apne nikah me lena chahta hai”
Amma: “kya? unki itni himmat ho chali, aur aap ko unse kuch bolte na ban pada,aur phir unki ye baat aap hum tak
pahuchane bhi aa gayi, hairat hai”
Khala: “”meri poori baat to suno”
Amma: “dekho aapa aapka lihaz hai mujhe lekin aap us manhoos ghar ki baat dobara na karna, aapka malum
nahi tha ki wo kameena sharabi hai”
Khala: “mera yakeen karo, mujhe hargiz na malum tha, main apni bacchi ko kyun jahannum me dhakelti?”
Amma: “ab yakeen ka sawal hi nahi raha Aapa, ab to hum sab jhulas gaye hain aag mein, ab paani daalne se kya hoga”
Khala: “dekho kai baar insan badi galti kar baitha hai, Shaukat din raat rota rahta hai, wo bahut jyada sharminda hai aur wo,,,….”
Amman: Sharminda ho ya jahunnam me jaye, mujhe kya karna hai, uski baat ab is ghar me bilkul na hogi, aap jayein is waqt , mujhe bahut kaam pada hai”
Ye shayad pehli baar is ghar me hua tha ki khala ko amma ne jane ke liye kaha tha. Khala bhi bilkul na ruki aur
bas mere sar par haanth pher kar apne ghar ko chalti phiri. Shaam ko jab baba aaye to amma ne khala ke aane ke barey me bataya. Amma ki baat sunkar jaise baba kisi angara ke jalne ki tarha biphar padey “tumhari badi bahen ne pehle to humko barbaad kiya ab itni bhi sharm nahi hai ki kam se kam hamare zakhmo ka makhaul to na udayein, unse keh dena agar us manhoos ghar hi himayat karna hai to hamare darwaze par naa aaye, ye tumne accha kiya jo unko jaane ke liye keh diya”
Mera bhai jo is masle par kuch na bola tha ab wo bhi baba ko dekh kar bol pada
“ye aag unki nahi aap logon ki lagayi haim jab main ladke ke baare me aapko batata tha to aap log mujhe hi ulti do char suna diya karte the aur ab khala ko ilzaam de rahe hain, waah kya khoob ghar hai mere”
Bhai ki baat sunkar baba aur amma khamosh ho gaye. Bhai itne dino baad kuch bola tha. Wo bhi meri halat par aansu bahaya karta tha.
Ek din kuch aurtein aayi aur unke sath hamari padosan thi. Ye padosan hamesha hamari chugli aur idhar ki udhar waali aadat se majboor thi.
Amma use dekh kar thoda chaunk gayi kyunki wo kabhi hamari khair khwaah nahi rahi thi.
Amma ne un sabko bithya. Pehle to wo sab idhar udhar ki baat karti rahi , phir meri halat par afsosh zahir karti
rahi, phir muddey ki baat par aa gayi. Ye aurtein mere rishte ke talluk se aayi thi. Meri maa thoda sukun me lag hi
rahi thi ki ek baat ke jawab ne unko sakhte me daal diya. Hua ye ki meri maa ne sab kuch poonchne ke baad
ladke ki umar poochi. Jiskw jawab me wo aurtein kehne lagi ki ladke ki ye doosri shadi hogi, uski umar 45 saal
hai. Itna sunte hi meri maa ne unko chalta kiya. Wo aurtein bhi darwaze tak ulta seedha bakti hi gayi.
“kamaal dekho chudailo ka, kameeni kehti hain ki 45 saal ka ladka hai, kambhakt kaheen ki sharm nahi aati munhooso ko”
isi tarha na jaane kitne din beet gaye. Maine har khushi ki ummed chhod di thi, Ab isi tarha ke rishte aaya karte tha. Mera baba aur amma ab is tarha ke rishte se ukta chuke the. An wo khamosh rehna chahte the. Mere baba ki tabhiyat kharab rehne lagi aur amma jo dil ki mareez thi wo bhi kuch behtar na theen.
Ab maine rona thona bilkul chhod diya tha.
Ek shaam ko meri khala phir aayi aur is dafha unke sath khalu bhi the. Amma ne unhe bithaya iar khane ke liye rok liya. Sab log baato me masghool the.
Meri khala kuch hichak si rahi thi kuch bolne me lekin phir apni aadat ke mutabik bol hi padi
Khala: “maine suna hai ki Aara ke liye rishte aa rahe hain”
Baba: “arrey aise rishto par khaak dalo”
Khala: “to kaise rishto ki talash hai aapko, kya koi bin byaha ladka chahiye aapko”
Baba: “haan, to isme burai kya hai”
Khala: “bhai sahab, zara apni aankhein kholein, ab haqiqat ko dekhein, Aara ab talaqshuda hai,ye nahi jaante kya
Re: yekeen karo ya na karo..Long hindi sex story
aap”
Amma: “to isme uski kya galti hai”
Khalu: “lekin galti to hamare yahan hamesha ladki ki hi hoti hai”
Amma: “to ab kya karein bhai sahab”
Ye baat amma ne badi talkhi se kahi thi aur khalu ko ye thodi nagawar guzri thi lekin wo phir chup hi ho gaye.
Baba: “to aap chahte hain ki hum apni bacchi ko phir wahin jahannum me dhakhel dein taaki wo phir wahi azaab
jhele, duniya ka kya hai wo to baatein banane ke liye hi hoti haI, hum apni baccchi ko dobara kya wahi phenk
aayein, na jaane kitni takleeefo se guzri hai bechari”
ye kehte kehte baba ne apne seena pakal kiya aur wo charpai se zameen me dhadaam se gir pade. Amma ki cheekh nikal padi ki haaye jaldki se koi doctor ko le aao. Baba ko shayad dil ka daura pada tha. Paas ke mohalle se mere chota bhai doctor ko le aaya.
Doctor ne kaafi deir tak jaanch ki, Ye doctor hamara family doctor tha baaki ke mohalle wolo ki tarha. Ye ek mbbs tha jo heart specialist tha. Shaher ke apne clinic se hafte me do baar yahan aaya karta tha. Kamai itni nahi hoti thi lekin is doctor ko logo ki duaa lene ka bada shauk tha.
Doctor ne kaha “inko main pehli baar bhi keh chuka tha ki tension mat lo, lekin ye maante hi nahi, ye inka doosra aur aakhir daura tha iske baad aakhir hoga, aap log inka dhyaan rakha kijiye aur inko tension ki baat se door rakhein aur check up ke liye inko mere clinic me le aaye”
Na naae kaise meri kismat me phir kaale kaale badal cha gaye the. Maine bahut socha aur kuch dino baad baba se kehne lagi ki main shaukat ke nikah me phirse jaana chahti hoon. Baba meri taraf dekhte rahe lekin kuch boley nahi.Amma ne mujhe aankho se isara kiya ki main is baat ko na chedu lekin maine thaan liya tha ki main ek baar phir qurban ho jaungi aur apne ghar ke logo ko aur dukhi nahi rakhungi. Maine dobara baba se kaha “baba, insan ko ek mauka aur mmilna chahiye, shaukar bura insan nahi hai lekin usse badi galti ho gayi, ab to maine suna hai ki wo sharab chhod chuka hai, wo sharminda hai aur hamesha meri yaad me rota hi rahta hai, mujhe lagta hai ki mujhe aur aapko usko mauka dena hi chahiye aap jakar kuch karein aur jyada tension na le, aap aur main sab ooparwale ke bandey hai aur uske diye huye se bhag nahi sakte”
Pata nahi main wo sab baatein kahe ja rahi thi jo mere dil me na tha, ye aisa hi tha ki koi bakri ka baccha apni maa se keh raha ho ki usko kasaai ke paas bhej de taaki uski maa ki jaan bach jaye. Main soch rahi thi ki kismat ko main poori azaadi de doon mujhe barbaad karne ke liye.
Mere baba par ye baat kisi dawai ki tarha asar kar gai aur kuch hi dino me wo chalne phirne lagey. Meri maa
jaanti thi ki main gharwalo ki khatir ek qurbani dene ja rahi hoon,kyunki hamare samaj me sirf ladki hi qurbani deti
hai. Ladko se ye ummeed nahi hoti.
Khala phir apna kala saaya lekar hamare ghar aayi aur mujhe samjhane lagi ki mujhe pehle shaukat ke chote bhai
Inayat se byaha jayeiga aur phir main usse alag kar di jaungi yahan tak ki main phir shaukat se nikah ke kabil ho
jaun. Meri samajh me saaf saaf nahi aaya lekin maine koi sawaal karna munasib na samjha.
Meri ukjhan ko dekh kar meri khala zad bahen mujhe kone ke le gayi aur mujhse kehne lagi ki “pehle tumhe
Inayat se byah diya jayega, wo tumhare sath jismani talluk kayam karega aur phir tumhe nikah se alag kar dega
aur phir tum apni iddat khatam karne ke baad shaukat se byah di jaogi”
Main sochne lagi ki ye kitni badi saza hai us insan ke liye jo galti se apni biwi ko gusse me chhod de aur wapis
paane ke liye usey itna zaleel hona padey. Mujhe laga ki isse badi kya saza ho sakti hai Shaukat ke liye.
Khair wo din bhi kisi bin bulaye mehmaan ki tarha aa gaya jab bina shor sharabe ke mujhe Inayat ki dulhan bana
diya gaya. Mere saas sasur ne ek paas ke shaher me mere aur Inayat ke rehne ka intezam kar diya tha. Ye sab
Amma: “to isme uski kya galti hai”
Khalu: “lekin galti to hamare yahan hamesha ladki ki hi hoti hai”
Amma: “to ab kya karein bhai sahab”
Ye baat amma ne badi talkhi se kahi thi aur khalu ko ye thodi nagawar guzri thi lekin wo phir chup hi ho gaye.
Baba: “to aap chahte hain ki hum apni bacchi ko phir wahin jahannum me dhakhel dein taaki wo phir wahi azaab
jhele, duniya ka kya hai wo to baatein banane ke liye hi hoti haI, hum apni baccchi ko dobara kya wahi phenk
aayein, na jaane kitni takleeefo se guzri hai bechari”
ye kehte kehte baba ne apne seena pakal kiya aur wo charpai se zameen me dhadaam se gir pade. Amma ki cheekh nikal padi ki haaye jaldki se koi doctor ko le aao. Baba ko shayad dil ka daura pada tha. Paas ke mohalle se mere chota bhai doctor ko le aaya.
Doctor ne kaafi deir tak jaanch ki, Ye doctor hamara family doctor tha baaki ke mohalle wolo ki tarha. Ye ek mbbs tha jo heart specialist tha. Shaher ke apne clinic se hafte me do baar yahan aaya karta tha. Kamai itni nahi hoti thi lekin is doctor ko logo ki duaa lene ka bada shauk tha.
Doctor ne kaha “inko main pehli baar bhi keh chuka tha ki tension mat lo, lekin ye maante hi nahi, ye inka doosra aur aakhir daura tha iske baad aakhir hoga, aap log inka dhyaan rakha kijiye aur inko tension ki baat se door rakhein aur check up ke liye inko mere clinic me le aaye”
Na naae kaise meri kismat me phir kaale kaale badal cha gaye the. Maine bahut socha aur kuch dino baad baba se kehne lagi ki main shaukat ke nikah me phirse jaana chahti hoon. Baba meri taraf dekhte rahe lekin kuch boley nahi.Amma ne mujhe aankho se isara kiya ki main is baat ko na chedu lekin maine thaan liya tha ki main ek baar phir qurban ho jaungi aur apne ghar ke logo ko aur dukhi nahi rakhungi. Maine dobara baba se kaha “baba, insan ko ek mauka aur mmilna chahiye, shaukar bura insan nahi hai lekin usse badi galti ho gayi, ab to maine suna hai ki wo sharab chhod chuka hai, wo sharminda hai aur hamesha meri yaad me rota hi rahta hai, mujhe lagta hai ki mujhe aur aapko usko mauka dena hi chahiye aap jakar kuch karein aur jyada tension na le, aap aur main sab ooparwale ke bandey hai aur uske diye huye se bhag nahi sakte”
Pata nahi main wo sab baatein kahe ja rahi thi jo mere dil me na tha, ye aisa hi tha ki koi bakri ka baccha apni maa se keh raha ho ki usko kasaai ke paas bhej de taaki uski maa ki jaan bach jaye. Main soch rahi thi ki kismat ko main poori azaadi de doon mujhe barbaad karne ke liye.
Mere baba par ye baat kisi dawai ki tarha asar kar gai aur kuch hi dino me wo chalne phirne lagey. Meri maa
jaanti thi ki main gharwalo ki khatir ek qurbani dene ja rahi hoon,kyunki hamare samaj me sirf ladki hi qurbani deti
hai. Ladko se ye ummeed nahi hoti.
Khala phir apna kala saaya lekar hamare ghar aayi aur mujhe samjhane lagi ki mujhe pehle shaukat ke chote bhai
Inayat se byaha jayeiga aur phir main usse alag kar di jaungi yahan tak ki main phir shaukat se nikah ke kabil ho
jaun. Meri samajh me saaf saaf nahi aaya lekin maine koi sawaal karna munasib na samjha.
Meri ukjhan ko dekh kar meri khala zad bahen mujhe kone ke le gayi aur mujhse kehne lagi ki “pehle tumhe
Inayat se byah diya jayega, wo tumhare sath jismani talluk kayam karega aur phir tumhe nikah se alag kar dega
aur phir tum apni iddat khatam karne ke baad shaukat se byah di jaogi”
Main sochne lagi ki ye kitni badi saza hai us insan ke liye jo galti se apni biwi ko gusse me chhod de aur wapis
paane ke liye usey itna zaleel hona padey. Mujhe laga ki isse badi kya saza ho sakti hai Shaukat ke liye.
Khair wo din bhi kisi bin bulaye mehmaan ki tarha aa gaya jab bina shor sharabe ke mujhe Inayat ki dulhan bana
diya gaya. Mere saas sasur ne ek paas ke shaher me mere aur Inayat ke rehne ka intezam kar diya tha. Ye sab