my first story here - Behkate huye kadam

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lekin mai kaise un logon ko maaf kar sakti thi? maine soch liya tha ki jindagi me agar kabhi mauka mila to un logon ko sabak jarur sikhaaungi.. lekin mujhe nahi pata ki aisa kabhi hoga bhi ya nahi?
25th april ko jab mai sokar uthi to newspaper uthakar padhne lagi.. jaise hi maine dekha to mai ekdum se chonk padi..

newspaper me vikash ki photo chhapi thi.. uski road accident me mout ho gayi thi.. ye khbar padhkar mai tanu ke jane ke baad pehli thodi khus huyi.. mujhe thodi shaanti mili ki bhagwan khud unse badla le raha hai.. maine man hi man GOD ko thanks bola or sabko ye baat batayi.. sbhi ko thodi- bahut santwana mili..

isi trah se april bhi beet gaya.. vikash ki mout ne mere dukhon ko kuch kam kar diya tha.. ab mai thodi- bahut idhar-udhar tehal leti thi.. kabhi-2 chhat par baithkar sheetal ke sath baithkar baaten kar leti thi.. meri life halki-2 si normal ho rahi thi..
kehte hai ki ‘jindagi kisi ke liye nahi rukti’ or mere sath bhi yahi ho raha tha sayad… lekin is sab me mere gharwalo ka bahut bada hath tha.. unhone mera pura sath diya tha..

isi bich meri final exams ki datesheet bhi aa chuki thi.. maine halki-fulki tyari ki or exams thik-thak nikal gaye.. exams ke dauraan mujhe sabse bada dar tha ki kahi mujhe dinesh or ravi na dikhayi de.. or GOD ne meri sun li.. college me mujhe pata chala ki unhone clg chhod diya tha or dinesh to ab yahan se delhi chala gaya tha sayad hmesha ke liye.. exams ke baad ab mai thoda bahut ghar ka kaam bhi kar leti thi or 1-2 baar sheetal ke sath market bhi chali gayi thi..

mujhe normal hota dekh mere mummy-papa bahut khush the.. mere samne ghar me koyi aisa kaam na hota jis se ki mujhe koyi dukh ho..
maine bhi ab thhan liya tha ki apne aapko khush rakhne ki koshis karungi.. isiliye ab jyada se jyada apne apko busy rakhna shuru kar diya.. sham ke time mai apne aas-pass ke kuch bachhon ko tution padhana shuru kar diya… or baki time ya to ghar ke kaamo me mummy ka hath bantati ya phir ghar me kishi se baate karti.. subah-2 sheetal ke sath morning wlk pe bhi jaane lagi..

ab tanu ki yaaden dhundhli hoti ja rahi thi.. maine apne apko samjha liya tha ki tanu ke baad uske gharwale bhi to jee rahe hai to mai q nhi jee sakti?
is bich gharwalon ne shadi ke liye mujse baat ki lekin maine mana kar diya..

dekhte hi dekhte july ka mahina aa gaya.. shaam ke time mai ek din upar chhat par chali gayi.. halke colour ke pajami suit pehne mai chhat ki munder par apne dono hath rakhkar apne ghar ke peeche ka najara dekhne lagi..
jab se barish ka mausam aaya tha mai pehli baar upar aayi thi.. thandi hawa ke chalne se mere dil aur jism dono ko ek ajeeb si shanti mil rahi thi.. hawa ke halke-halke jhoko se mere khule baal kabhi to mere chehre par bikhar jaate aur kabhi piche ki or lehraane lagte.. aasman me baadlo ka jhund umad raha tha.. maine kuch der ke liye apne aap ko us haseen mausam me ramaa liya jaise ki apni life ko bilkul bhool gayi ho..
ghar ke piche ki taraf hare bhare ped, unme se chehchahate huye pakshi pure watawaran me sangeet ki meethi-si dhun paida kar rahe the.. pedo ke bich me se doobte sooraj ki lalima jaise puri kaynat ko rangeen bana rahi ho.. itna sundar najara, itni shanti, itna meetha ehsaas mai apni jindagi me pehli baar mehsoos kar rahi thi..
itne me aasman garjane lagaa or maine upar ki or dekha to kaale-2 baadal mandhrane lage the.. mai ab chhat par tehlane lagi.. halki-2 barish shuru ho gayi or barish ne to jaise us haseen mausam ko char chand laga diye.. sharir par jaise-2 boonde pad rahi thi mere andar ek thandak si bharti ja rahi thi..
mere ghar ke samne jo sadak thi us par log barish se bachne ke liye idhar-udhar bhaag rahe the lekin mai to jaise waha se hilna bhi nahi chahti thi..
ab mai ek jgah ruk gayi or shidhi khadi ho gayi.. barish ab tej ho chuki thi.. maine apna chehra aasman ki taraf utha liya or badi sehjta se boondo ko apne sharir par mehsoos karne lagi.. mere kuch baal mere chehre par faile huye the or baaki bheegne ki wjah se peeth par chipke huye the.. pani mere saare sharir ko bhigota huwa niche ki or jane laga.. mere kapde badan se chipke gaye the or poore sharir me ek lehar si daudne lagi.. barish ki thandak jaise mere sharir se hoti huyi antar atma tak ja rahi thi..
barish ki boondo ke alwa wahan koyi shor-sharaba nahi tha.. mai puri magan hokar kudrat ke us haseen najare ka lutf utha rahi thi or jaise yahan mere man ke saare bojh ek-ek karke hat rahe the.. kitne dino se mai jaise jee to rahi thi lekin mere andar jaise sab kuch mar chuka tha lekin aaj to mere dil ke saare arman umad pade the.. ye barish dil me ek naya josh or ummid bhar gayi..
ab thoda andhera ho chuka tha.. baish bhi pehle se kuch kam gayi thi.. lekin hawa ab bhi aise hi chal rahi thi..
is khoobsurat shaam ne, is barish ne jaise jeewan me ek naya rang
bhar diya tha..
mujhe chhat par aaye huye 1 hour ho chuka tha or ab barish bilkul band ho gayi thi.. maine niche apne sharir ki or dekha to mai muskura uthi or apne kadam niche ki or badha diye..

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apne room me aakar maine gate band kiya or mere pair bathroom ki or badh gaye..

bathroom me mai mirror ke samne khadi ho gayi or apne chehre ko gaur se dekhne lagi..
mujhe apne chehre par pehle se jyada taajgi ka ehsas hua or rang bhi pehle ke mukanle halka sa gora ho gaya tha..
maine apne baal nichode or ek-ek karke apne kapde utaarne lagi.. bahut dino baad mai apne jism ko dekh rahi thi.. mera jism bilkul sudol jisme kahi bhi motapa nhi jhalak raha tha.. har ang jaise khud hi apni khoobsurati ki kahani keh raha ho..
niche jhuk kar maine apni pajami utari joki meri jaangho se chipki huyi thi.. or phir penty bhi apni taango se nikaal kar nangi ho gayi..
mai apne sharir ki khoobsurati ka muwayna karne lagi or apne har ek ang par badi komalta se hath phirana shuru kar diya.. maine right bajoo uthayi to mere armpit pe halke-2 baal mere samne aa gaye.. maine kuch din pehle hi inhe shave kiya tha.. pehle apni armpit par hath phera or phir dhire-2 use niche apni breasts par le aayi..
dono hath 1-1 breast par pherti huyi unki golayi ka jayja leti rahi.. pure sharir me ek umang daud rahi thi.. apni sundarta par naaj hone lagaa or jab khayal aaya ki ye chhatiya 25 barash ki hone ko hai to sharmaye bina na reh saki..

dhire se mere hath phislate huye mulayam pet par pahunch gaye or mehsus huwa ki mera pet ek dum sapaat or charbi rahit tha.. thodi si side me ghoom kar dekha to laga ki jaise meri chhatiyan tainaat hokar pure badan ki raksha kar rahi ho.. wapas hath apni chhatiyo par lakar unke nipples ko chuwa to ek mast si aah hotho pe aa gayi..

jab najar apne nitambon par padi to apne hathon ko wahan le gayee.. wo na to chhote or na hi bahut bade mere sundar sharir ko or bhi sundar banane me puri madad kar rahe the..
ab mai shidhi ho gayi or hatho ko apni yoni par le aayi.. wo baalo se bilkul dhaki huyi thi.. mujhe yaad nhi ki maine yahan shave kab ki thi.. maine wahan apna hath phera to aankhe band ho gayi.. badan me mitha sa anand paida huwa.. or hath badhakar shower on kar diya..

nahaane ke baad apne sharir ko towel se saaf kiya or use bandhkar bahar aa gayi..
apne geele baalon ko thoda sa sukhaya or kapde pehan liye..

ye sach tha ki tanu ki yadon ne mera khoob picha kiya tha lekin aaj ka din unhe kaafi pichhe chhod chuka tha..

bahar se mummy ki awaz aayi or mai khana khane ke liye chal di…

sheetal, o sheetal.. are uth na- subah-2 maine sheetal ko uske room me jakar awaz di..
lekin wo to hil bhi nhi rahi thi..
maine use thoda sa hilate huye dobara se awaz lagayi.

mai- are uthja yaar, walking ke liye late ho jayenge nahi to..
abki baar wo thodi si hili or karwat leti huyi peeth ke bal ho gayi lekin boli kuch nahi..
jaise hi sheetal sidhi huyi meri najar uske badan ke front par padi.. kitni sundar or jawan ho gayi thi wo.. ekdum gora rang, tikhe nain-naksh or surahidaar gardan.. apne jeewan ke 21 barash pure kar gayi thi.. uski saanso ke saath dono chhatiya upar-niche hoti huyi badi kamuk lag rahi thi..
mai sochne lagi ki agar mai koyi ladka hoti to unpar toot padti..
maine apne seene ki or dekhkar sheetal se compare kiya to paya ki beshak se wo mujhse 4 saal chhoti hai magar uski chhatiya mujhe maat dene lagi thi..
mai thodi niche jhuki or sheetal ke mathe par kiss kiya to usne apni baahe meri gardan ke upar daal di.. mai thodi der aise hi rahi or phir uski baaho se apne ko alag kiya or bade pyar se uske gaal thap thapati huyi boli-

mai- sheetal, uth bhi jaao ab..

sheetal-)(badbadate huye) kya di, sone do na plz.. thodi der or..
mujhe uspar bahut pyar aa raha tha..

mai- are meri rani, 5 bajne wale hai.. dekh agar tu nhi uth rahi to mai fir kabhi tere sath nahi jaaungi..
is baar maine usko pyari si dhamki di to wo na chahte huye bhi ek madmast si angdayi lete huye bed par baith gayi or ek nigaah meri taraf dekhkar, jaise ki jaldi uthane par mujse naraj ho, bed se khadi huyi or fresh hone ke liye bathroom me ghus gayi..
maine use awaz di ki mai hall me tumhara wait karti hu or uske room se bahar aa gayi..

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kuch hi der me wo bahar aayi or hum bahar nikal gaye.. ghar se thodi door ek park tha to hum wahi par jate the.. park me humne 2-3 round lagaaye or kuch der stretching ki or phir mai ek bench par baith gayi.. sheetal paas me hi niche ghaas par baithkar halki2 exercise kar rahi thi..
thodi der hum chup rahe or phir maine us se uske clg or study ke baare me baat ki or qki ab wo final year me thi to usne aage kya karna hai, ye bhi pucha..
fir sheetal bol padi-

sheetal- di. apka result kab aa raha hai?

mai- I m not conformed bt I hope ki is month ke last tak aa jayega?

sheetal- fir aapne kya socha hai apni aage ki study ke baare me?

mai-( thodi udaas hote huye) sheetu, mera to dil hai study ka but tu janti hai ki mummy bilkul bhi nahi manenge.. isiliye kuch samajh nhi aa raha..

sheetal- di, agar study nahi karoge to fir or kya karoge?.. koyi job?,,,

mai- mera ghar se bahar nikalne ka bilkul b mood nahi hai hai to job bhi abhi to nahi karna chahti..
hum ab halke-2 kadmo se ghar ki taraf chal diye..

sheetal- to di, fir aap shaadi q nhi kar lete?
ye baat sunkar maine uski or dekha or boli..

mai- sheetu, mummy ke sath-2 ye lecture tune bhi shuru kar diya.. mujhe nhi karni shadi..

sheetal- aap job nhi karoge, shadi nhi karoge or study apko mummy nhi karne degi to fir karoge kya?

mai- yhi to prblm hai…

sheetal- di, life ke har mod par hume kisi na kisi sahaare ki jarurat hoti hai or phir parents ka sahara kab tak rahega.. ab apko kisi aise saathi ki jarurat hai jo hmesha aapke sukh-dukh share kare..
mai sheetal ko gaur se dekhne lagi to wo bol padi..

sheetal- di, aise kya dekh rahe ho?

mai- dekh rahi hu ki hmari gudiya sheetu kitni samajdaar ho gayi hai?

sheetal- nhi di, aisi koyi baat nhi hai.. bus aap akele-2 se rehte ho to bada feel hota hai..
maine kuch socha or boli..

mai- but sheetu maine apne ko shadi ke liye prepare nhi kiya hai..

sheetal- to karlo na di, problem kya hai?
mai kuch nhi boli or sochne lagi ki baat to wo thik hi keh rahi hai ki jab karni hi hai to phir age bhi to ho chali thi shaadi ki..
sheetal bhi sayad samajh gayi ki uski baat meri samajh me aa rahi thi to wo phir se bol padi..

sheetal- or sabse badi baat di, ki mummy-papa bhi to isi me khush honge..
mujhe samajh to aa gaya tha or socha ki chalo dekhte hai.. phir thodi majaak me sheetal se boli..

mai- sheetu, kahi mujhe raste se hatakar tu apne liye to koyi plan nahi kar rahi? haan…

sheetal- hmmmmmmm, ho sakta hai..
maine hanste huye use ek thapki di to sath me wo bhi hans padi or hum ghar aa gaye..

isi trah ab august khatam ho gaya.. mera result aa chuka tha or mai paas ho gayi.. halanki marks utne achhe nhi the jitne mai deserve karti thi but exam days ki meri conditions ke according thik the..

ek din dopahar ko ghar pe mai or mummy hi the..
sheetal or akhil to clg gaye the or papa showroom pe..
bahar kisi ne bell ki.. mummy kitchen me khana bana rahe the to unhone mujhe awaz di..

mummy- manisha, dekhna kaun hai bahar?

mai- ji mummy jaati hu..
maine gate khola to dekha ki wo mere papa ke dost the.. dharam uncle. unka humare ghar pe kafi aana jana tha.. lekin wo mujhe pasand nhi the.. iska reason ye tha ki wo sharab peete the or kayi baar hmare ghar bhi peekar aaye the lekin papa unko apna dost mante the qki papa ke clg frnd the ye..

uncle- (smiles) kaisi ho manisha beti?

mai- ji uncle, mai thik hu..

uncle- ghar pe kaun hai?

mai- ji mummy hai, aaiye..
na chahte huye b mujhe bolna pada.

uncle- parkash(papa) kahan hai beti?

mai- uncle, wo to show room pe hai..

uncle- are haan! mai b kitna bhulakkad hu, wo to din me showroom pe hote hai hmesha.. chalo beti, mai shaam ko aaunga..
or wo jaane lage to mummy bahar aa gayi or boli..

mummy- are bhai sahab, jara andar to aaiye.. aise hi chal diye..

uncle- bhabhi ji, mujhe parkash se baat karni thi to socha ki shaam ko aaunga..