UPDATE 40-
sahil aarti ke hotho ki madhur mithas se mantramugdh sa ho jata h ...aarti dhhere se uske hoth ke upar upne hoth ragad deti h ..dono hi anadi the ..dono ke hoth aaj pahli bar kisi dusre ke hotho ko chhu rhe the aur sabse badi bat ki unke man me romance ya sex jaise koi feelings nhi thi ...
ye sabkuchh bahut achanak se ho gya tha ..sahil dheere se apna hath aarti ke balo me ferta h aur dhhere se uska sar niche ki or khich leta h ..dono ke hoth puri tarah se ek dusre ke muh ko band kar lete h aur dono ki aankhe band ho gyi thi...dono me se koi kuchh bhi harkat nhi kar rha tha ...karib 2 min bad sahil ki chetna mano wapas aayi ho ...
usne jaldi se aarti ko apne upar se htakar ek taraf kiya aur apne kapde par lagi ret jhadne laga...aarti jmeen par padte hi uth kar khadi ho jati h aur wo bhi apne kapde jhad kar aage badh jati h ...mano sahil ka samna karne ki himmat na ho ...sahil bhi uske pichhe chal deta h ...dono ke hi man me ek hi vichar aa rhe the ...
" wo mere bare m kya scoh rha hoga/ hogi "
dono hi is bat ko jante the ki dosto ke bich shayad ye nhi hota lekin ye bhi sach tha ki kisi ne bhi ye janbujh kar nh kiya tha .
sahil janta tha ki aarti bhale hi sokh, chanchal ho lekin in sab mamlo me bahut seedhi h...aur ab use ye dar lag rha tha ki aarti is bat ko lekar guilty na feel kare ..usi aarti ko is bat ka ahsas dilana tha ki wo aisa bikul nhi sochata ..wo teji se aage badh ta h aur aarti ke bara bar aakar chalne lagta h ...aarti sar jhukaye chalti ja rhi thi ..
sabil ne aarti ka hath pakad liya , aarti whi ruk gyi..
"ye kya kar rhe h aap ..chhodiye mera hath " aarti ruansi hote huye boli..jo ararti thodi der pahle use tum tum bol kar uska sar kha rhi thi ab whi use aap kahkar bat kar rhi thi ..
sahil hath nhi choodata h bas uski or dekhta rahta h ..
"plzz..mama..leave me my hand "
"aarti plzz...ham dono jante h ki wha jo kuchh hua usme kisi ki koi galti nhi h ...mai tum par apne aap se jyada bharosa karta hu ..aur mujhe umeed h i tum bhi agr utna nhi to thoda bharosa to mujh par karti hi ho ...karti ho na??? " sahil uska hath pakde ghutno ke bal baithkar uski aankho me dekhte huye bole ja rha tha aur aarti ko uski ek ek bat apne dil me utarti mahsoos ho rhi thi . .
maine aap ko to kuchh nhi kaha na ??? " aarti ki aankho me aansu bhar aaye the .
"ha tumne mujhe kuchh nhi kaha ..lekin agr tum khud ko guilty samjhogi to mujhe bhi guilty feel hoga ..plz...agr tum mujh par bharosa karti ho to apne aap par bhi bharosa rakho .......hm dono dost h aur puri zindagi rahenge ..insan kabhi kabhi kisi kmjor lamhe ka shikar ho jata h ...lekin iska ye matlab nhi ki wo insan ya wo rishta kalnkit ho gya...rishte kalankit tab ho jate h jab usme wasna ghar kar jaye ...pyar kabhi wasna ka roop nhi leta ....aur pyar har rishte me hota h ...fir chahe wo ghar pariwar ke logo ke liye ho , pati patni ka ho ...lovers ka ho ...ya fir dosto ka ho....agr hmare man me kisi ke liye ijjat h , maan h ,to wo itni chhoti bato se nhi khatm hota .....aarti ishte nibhane ke liye sabsi badi cheej hoti h vishwas, ek dusre ke upar bharosa ...apne kisi bhi rishte me kabhi galatfahmi mat aane do ...tum kuchh aur samjhti rahi aur m kuchh aur ..aur ek din jab tak sachchai ka pta chale tb tak duriya itni badh chuki ho ki ab unhe tay karna mumkin hi na ho ...aarti mujhe tum par aur apne rishte par pura bharosa h ...aur m janta hu ki tumhe bhi h ....h na aarti ???? itna bharosa to h na apni dosti par ?????? "
aarti ke ankho ke aansu jo ab tak thahre the ab motiyo ka roop lekar uske najuk galo ko bhigo rhe the ..
sahil uski aankho ke aansu dekhkar kahda ho jata h aur apne hatho se unhe saf karne lagta h ...
aarti bina kuchh bole uske gale lag jati h .."".thank u ....thank u so much...aap sach me bahut achchhe ho ...thank u for being my freind..."
sahil bi usko apni baho me sama leta h ..aur uske reshmi balo me hath ferta hua use chup karane lagta h ...aarti ko rona ab ruk chuka tha lekin wo u hi sahil se chipke huye subak rhi thi ...
"'ek to ye tum ladkiyo ke aankho me hamesa hi ganga yamuna aabad rahti h ..kuchh hua nhi ki aansu aane suru ...bhagwan jane kaun si supply h water ki jo kabhi khatm hi nhi hoti " sahil ab use normal karne ki kosis kar rha tha ..aur isme use jyada waqt nhi laga..lekin abki bar jo bat aarti ne boli wo sahil ke dil k chhu gayi thi ..aur use laga ye masoom si dikhne wali , natkhat si ladki kitni sachchi h aur kitna pyaraa h iska dil ...
aarti boli ...--" ha hum ladkiya bahut aansu bahati h ...jante ho q???...qki ham tum ladko ke hisse ke aansu bhi apni aankho se baha deti h ...taki tumhari aankho me kabhi aansu na aayen."
sahil ko bahut pyar aaya tha uski is bat par ..lekin ab wo aur emotional nhi hona chah rha tha ...
""ha lekin hm to ladkiyo ki bat kar rhe the na,,,,aur tu to meri jangli billi h na""" sahil ne uske chehre ko gaur se dekhte huye bade srious andaz me kaha..
"aap bahut gande ho ....ha nhi to ...i hate u ..." bolti huyi aarti sahil ke seene par pyar se ghuse marne lagi aur fir dono ladte jhagdte ghar ki or chal diye...
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""tum ne khana nhi khaya abhi???????????"" sahil ki aawaz par aarti atit ki yado se bahar nikal aayi ...ghadi par nazar dali to rt ke 1.30 baj chuke the ...
tum se hi puchh rha hu " use chup dekh kar sahil ne thode gusse se puchhaa.
jjeeeee wo aap so gye the ...maine aapko jagaya nhi ...m abhi garam kar deti hu ""
"to kya tum mere hatho se khati ???????..m sogya tha to tum kha leti...???"'sahil ne nafrat se aarti ko ghudak diya ..aarti ko teer ki tarah uski bate lagi ..uski aankho me aansu aa gye ..
"jee wo maine soch sath me khayenge .......aur aapke khye bina m kaise ...sorryyyyy"" aarti ne teji se apni ankho ko ragda aur andr ki or bhag gyi ..apni aankho ke aansu sahil se chhupane ki nakam kosis ki thi usne.
sahil ko khud par kafi gussa aaya .....""sala m bhi kaisa insan hu ..itni rat tak baithi wo mera wait kar rhi thi aur ab maine use rula diya ...laanat h mujh par""" ...tabhi use apne bite din yad aaye aur ek bar fir vicharo ne palti khayi ...""" ha to thik h na ...kya maine kaha tha wait karne ko ...""" sahil inhi khyalo me uljha hua tha tabhi aarti khana garam karke lakar table par lagane lagi ...sahil dhyan se uski or dekh rha tha ...wo normal dikhne ki kosis to kar rhi thi lekin sahil se kab uski dil ki kaifiyat chhup payi thi jo aaj chhup jati...wo janta tha ki aarti andar ro kar aayi h ....
aarti ne table par uska khana laga diya au aur akar door rrakhi chair par baith gyi.
"ab ye kya h ....tumhe nhi khana h ???" sahil ne puchha ...aarti chup rhi ..
"tumhi se puchh rha hu damn it ..reply me ???"" sahil ne gusse se chikhte huye kaha.
"aap ko kab fikar rhi h meri ???" aarti ne dabdabayi aankho se kaha.
aarti ke is jwab ne sahil ka sara gussa thanda kar diya .. "".kash tumhe pata hota ki tumhari fikar karte karte hi aaj is hal me pahuch gya nu mai " sahil ne apne man me socha aur khana suru kar diya .
dono hi apni kosiso me lage huye the --- aarti apne pyar ko wapas lane ki kosis me aur sahil apne dil me bhare pyar ko chhupane ki kosis me.
love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
UPDATE 41-
aarti ek tak sahil ko dekhe ja rhe thi ...aur sahil yeh dikhawa karte huye khana kha rha tha ki usi aarti ki koi fikar nhi h ...sahil khana khakr wapas apne bistar par chala jata h aur aankhe band karke sone ki kosis karta rahta h ..aarti bhi chup chap uthakar apne bed par aa jati h aur light off kar deti h ...pura kamra night bulb ki dudhiya roshani me nahaya hua tha .
sahil kosis to bahut kar rha tha sone ki lekin need aankho se koso door thi ..rah rah kar yhi bat use bar bar khal rhi thi ki aarti ne khaana nhi khaya..,,, subah se kitni thak gyi h aur ab.... shittt....thodi der aur lete rahne ke bad us se rha nhi jata...aur wo uth jata h ...
aarti jo pas hi pade dusri charpayi par leti thi abhi jag hi rhi thi ...light on hone aur fir bartano ke khatar-patar ki aawaz use aaa rhi thi par wo dusri or muh karke leti thi aur palatkar nhi dekhti ...
"utho ,khana kha lo " aarti ke kano me sahil ki aawaz padi aur mano shahad ghol gyi ho wo bate...
"mai janti hu sahil tum aaj bhi mujhe utna hi chahte ho ...tumhari narazagi jayaz h ...tumne ane upar ye sakhti ki deewar jo bna rakhi h ,use muhe todana h ....uske andar aaj bhi whi sone sa dil h meri jaan ka . mai janti hu .." aarti apne man me sochati hai par uthati nhi h .
"plzz...m janta hu tum jag rhi ho ...ab utho aur kha lo ...muh jaise insan ke liye ya meri vajah se khud ko takleef dene ki koi jaroorat nhi h...ab jab itna sara ahsan kar hi diya h to ek chhota sa aur kar do....plzz"
sahil ki un bato me pyar tha ,dard tha ,tadap thi ,shikayat thi aur sath hi sath bahut sari talkhi bi thi ...aarti ka dil ro utha tha ...wo ab sahil ko paresan nhi karna chahti thi ...wo chup chap utha ti h aur uski aankho me dekhti h ..sahil us se nazre nhi mila pata aur hath me pakda plate uski or badha deta h ...
sahil ke hath se plate lete huye aarti ka hath sahil ke hatho se chhu jata h aur sahil ki nazre chehre ki taraf uth jati h...aarti ki aankh bhar aayi thi ..par ye nhi maloom ki sahil ke pyar par ya uski shikayto par ...sahil aaj bhi aarti ke aansu nhi dekh sakta tha, use bahoot guilty feel hota h ...aisa hi ho rha tha sahil ke sath kuchh dino se...use aarti se lakho shikayate thi ... uski har jyadati use yaad thi ..achanak se sare contact khatm kar lena ,uske samne aane se bachna, uski berukhi ..sabkuchh yad tha use ..lekin jab bhi kabhi aarti ki aankho ke aansu dekhta sab kuchh bhool jata tha .....bas yad rahta to masoom chehra ,wo gahri jeel si kali aankhe aur un ankho me saje wo beshkimti moti.......jinki keemat aarti ki har ""bewafai"" se kahi jayad lagti thi sahil ko .
"sorry !" bas itna hi bolta h sahil aur wapas mud kar apne bistar me ghus jata h ..
subah sahil ki neend aarti ke jagane par khulti h ..wo bade pyar se uske balo me hath ferte huye use jaga rhi thi ..sahil ki aankhe jaise hi khulti h samne aarti ko khubsoorat chehra hota h ..pal bhar ke liye use apna dil hatho se jata mahsoos hota h lekin agle hi pal wo khud ko sambhal leta h aur dhhere se aarti ka hath hata deta h ...
aarti ek tak sahil ko dekhe ja rhe thi ...aur sahil yeh dikhawa karte huye khana kha rha tha ki usi aarti ki koi fikar nhi h ...sahil khana khakr wapas apne bistar par chala jata h aur aankhe band karke sone ki kosis karta rahta h ..aarti bhi chup chap uthakar apne bed par aa jati h aur light off kar deti h ...pura kamra night bulb ki dudhiya roshani me nahaya hua tha .
sahil kosis to bahut kar rha tha sone ki lekin need aankho se koso door thi ..rah rah kar yhi bat use bar bar khal rhi thi ki aarti ne khaana nhi khaya..,,, subah se kitni thak gyi h aur ab.... shittt....thodi der aur lete rahne ke bad us se rha nhi jata...aur wo uth jata h ...
aarti jo pas hi pade dusri charpayi par leti thi abhi jag hi rhi thi ...light on hone aur fir bartano ke khatar-patar ki aawaz use aaa rhi thi par wo dusri or muh karke leti thi aur palatkar nhi dekhti ...
"utho ,khana kha lo " aarti ke kano me sahil ki aawaz padi aur mano shahad ghol gyi ho wo bate...
"mai janti hu sahil tum aaj bhi mujhe utna hi chahte ho ...tumhari narazagi jayaz h ...tumne ane upar ye sakhti ki deewar jo bna rakhi h ,use muhe todana h ....uske andar aaj bhi whi sone sa dil h meri jaan ka . mai janti hu .." aarti apne man me sochati hai par uthati nhi h .
"plzz...m janta hu tum jag rhi ho ...ab utho aur kha lo ...muh jaise insan ke liye ya meri vajah se khud ko takleef dene ki koi jaroorat nhi h...ab jab itna sara ahsan kar hi diya h to ek chhota sa aur kar do....plzz"
sahil ki un bato me pyar tha ,dard tha ,tadap thi ,shikayat thi aur sath hi sath bahut sari talkhi bi thi ...aarti ka dil ro utha tha ...wo ab sahil ko paresan nhi karna chahti thi ...wo chup chap utha ti h aur uski aankho me dekhti h ..sahil us se nazre nhi mila pata aur hath me pakda plate uski or badha deta h ...
sahil ke hath se plate lete huye aarti ka hath sahil ke hatho se chhu jata h aur sahil ki nazre chehre ki taraf uth jati h...aarti ki aankh bhar aayi thi ..par ye nhi maloom ki sahil ke pyar par ya uski shikayto par ...sahil aaj bhi aarti ke aansu nhi dekh sakta tha, use bahoot guilty feel hota h ...aisa hi ho rha tha sahil ke sath kuchh dino se...use aarti se lakho shikayate thi ... uski har jyadati use yaad thi ..achanak se sare contact khatm kar lena ,uske samne aane se bachna, uski berukhi ..sabkuchh yad tha use ..lekin jab bhi kabhi aarti ki aankho ke aansu dekhta sab kuchh bhool jata tha .....bas yad rahta to masoom chehra ,wo gahri jeel si kali aankhe aur un ankho me saje wo beshkimti moti.......jinki keemat aarti ki har ""bewafai"" se kahi jayad lagti thi sahil ko .
"sorry !" bas itna hi bolta h sahil aur wapas mud kar apne bistar me ghus jata h ..
subah sahil ki neend aarti ke jagane par khulti h ..wo bade pyar se uske balo me hath ferte huye use jaga rhi thi ..sahil ki aankhe jaise hi khulti h samne aarti ko khubsoorat chehra hota h ..pal bhar ke liye use apna dil hatho se jata mahsoos hota h lekin agle hi pal wo khud ko sambhal leta h aur dhhere se aarti ka hath hata deta h ...
Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
UPDATE 42-
"uthiye abhi hme joging par chalna h, uske bad halka breakfast fir aapko yoga ke liye jana h aur sham ko hm kahi baher chalenge ghumne "
aarti use sare programme samjha rhi thi ...
mujhe nhi kahi jana ..." sahil ne berukhi se kaha.
"sahil plzzz...aap meri galti ki sajaa khud ko mat dijiye ...mai aap ke liye kuchh na sahi to ek doctor aur patient ka rishta hi samjh ljiye hamare bich..." aarti ne shanti se jawab diya.
is bar sahil kuchh nhi bola ..thodi der me dono track suit pahne joging karne ke liye nikal jate h...sahil ke andar abhi bhi kafi kamjori thi aur use kafi dekhbhal ki jaroorat thi .... aarti ne sahil ki har tarah se dekh bhal ki thi lekin sahil use apne kareeb aane ka koi mauka nhi deta tha...koi bahut jaroori bat hoti thi tabhi dono ek dusre se bolte nhi to bas apna routine follow karte....
aarti ki din rat ki dekhbahl rang lane lagi thi aur sahil ke chere par pahle jaise chamak aane lage thi ,,..is jagah ke khule mahaul me sahil kafi comfartable feel kar rha tha ab..ab use kamjori ka ahsa bhi nhi hota tha ..aur ab wo kafi der tak joging karta ..aarti thodi der joging karti fir sahil ko kasarat karte dekhti ...wo ab pahle ki tulna me kafi majboot dikhta tha ... ..sahil ko puri tarah thik dekhkar use apni jeet ka ahsas hone laga tha ..uska sahil tan se to pahle jaisa ho gya th aab uske man ko pahle jaisa karna tha ....unhe yha aaye lagbhag 12 dn ho gaye the ..in 12 dino me un dono me koi khas bat chit nhi huyi thi ..din bhar ek set routine ko follow karna aur sham ko aarti sahil ko kahi ghumne liwa jati ...lekin sahil sahayd aarti ko maf nhi kar paa rha tha aur isilye wo jayada se jayad aart ko avoid hi karna chata tha ..
,,aaj subah bhi wo roj ki tarah usi park me tehal rhe the . jeevn vatika ke andar hi yeh park banaya gya tha ...kafi bada park tha ..kinare kinare par kafi choude road banaye gaye the jiske dono or kyariyo me phool lage the ...bahut sare log wha subah ke waqt tahlte the ...aarti sahil ke sath dheere dheere tahal rhi thi ..
sahil aur us me kuchh bat chit nhi ho rhi thi ...
"hey , aarti ..pahchana???"'
samne se aa rhi do ladkiyo me se ek ne uske pas se niklate samay ruk kar puchha.....
"ummm..sorry yar ..chehre se to lag rha h mili hu bt yad nhi aa rha kha??? "
"are mai aditi , tumhari classmate aarushi ki badi sister ..u remember tum hamre ghar aayi thi ...pryag me ..yaad aaya "
"ooo..haa..haa...kaisi h aap ??.aarushi kaha h aajkl...thik h na ab wo ??"
"ha ..she got mariied .... SOMESH se shadi ki usne ....i hope u know shomesh ..???""..apne ghar h...bikul thik h ab wo ... "
"ohh..thtz so nice ...aap ko ek bat batau somesh use bahut pyar karta tha aur bahut pahle se pyar karta tha ...lekin tab aarushi uske sachche pyar ko pahchan nhi payi thi ..anyway happy ending ..he he...aur bataaye..aap log yha ??? "
"wo use bahut pahle se use bahut pyar karta tha " in sabdo ko sunkar anayas hi sahil ki nazar aarti ki or uth jati h aur dono ki nazre mil jati h ...dono ladkiya gaur se is bat ko dekhti h ..aur kuchh kuchh andaza lagane lagti h .
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""haa..wo mere uncle yha ke chief neurosurgeon ho gye h to hm unhi se milne aaye the ..tum batao .. aur ye kaun h ???- pahli bar ladki ne sahil ki or dhyan diya,,aur aarti se puchhte samay uski aankho me kafi sharart thi jise aarti ne bakhoobi mahsoos kya..
""woo..wo...aap chaliye m aati hu " aarti ne sahil ko whi khada dekhar kaha ..ab wo sahil ke samne bhala kya batati k wo uska kaun h.
"achchha to ... tumhare '' wo '' hai??? " ladki ne shararat se aankh nachate huye kaha
"kya didi aap bhi ...aarti sharma jati h "
"achchha achchha jane de ... shadi kar li aur bataya bhi nhi...kya karte h tumhare wo ....aur yha q ???""
"nhi di shadi nhi ki h abhi ....(aarti ko sahil se apni shadi ke bat kafi achchhi lag rhi thi )... jee wo IAS h..inka accident ho gya tha ..ab sab normal to h leki n docotr ne kahi khuli jagah jane ko bola tha to socha yha thik rhega"
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"achchaa kiya dear ..chalo hm chalte h ..shadi par jaroor bulana ..bye dear "
"jaroor didi , bye "
dodno ladkiya agge badh jati h aur aarti bhi teji se chalte huye sahil ke karib aa jati h ..
"meri freind ki sister thi ..." aarti bina puchhe hi sahil ko batane lagti h ..
"uske boy friend ne use dhokha diya tha ..usne suicide attempt kiya tha par hostel ke hi ek ladke ne use bacha liya ..aur un dono ne shadi kar li ...bahut pyar karta tha wo us se " aarti ne sahil ke man ko tatolane ke liye bola .
"""hmm?? pyar karta tha ? pyar ...dosti ..sb dhokha h ..sab sali matlab ki duniya h ...koi pyar vyar nhi hota duniya mai...agr aap ke din achche h to sab aapke dost h , sab aap se pyar karte h aur agr bure din aa gaye to apna saya bhi sath chhod deta h ..agr tum chahti ho ki hamre bich thoda bahut jo kuch bacha h wo bacha rhe to plzzzzz...for god sake ...mujhse dosti .pyar mohbbat in sab ki bate mat kiya karo ..bhaarosa uth gya h mera in sab bato se aur in rishto se .." sahil bolta ja rha tha aur aarti ka dil me uski har bat teer ki tarah chubhti ja rhi thi .
.""pyar karta tha...huuuunnhh..... maine bhi to bahut pyar kiya tha tumse ..kya hua us pyar ka??? ka hua us dosti ka ???? kya maine tumse kabhi uski keemat mangi ??? pyar me koi khwahish ki ??? are mera pyar to nischhal tha ...nishpaap tha ..kya kami thi mere pyar ..maine to kabhi pyar pane ki kosis bhi nhi ki ..bas pyar karta gaya..pyar nibhata gya... ...bahut jyada pyar...apni jaan se jyada pyar ...jaane do aarti ..tumhe bhi koi dosh kyu du .???.....ek hare huye insaan se kyu koi rishta rakhega ....aur us samay to m ek hara hua insaan hi tha ...sab ne chhod diya , to tumne bhi chhod diya ....lekin plz ab dosti ar pyar ka nam mat liya karo mere samne ..tumhare muh se ye bate achchhi nhi lagti...""
sahil ne apne dil ki sari bhadas nikal di aur aarti ke aankho ke aansu mano jam se gaye the ...wo chup chap teji se chalte huye apne room ki or badh gyi ..room me pahuchhate hi wo bathroom me ghus gayi aur buri tarah se tootkar rone lagi..
"uthiye abhi hme joging par chalna h, uske bad halka breakfast fir aapko yoga ke liye jana h aur sham ko hm kahi baher chalenge ghumne "
aarti use sare programme samjha rhi thi ...
mujhe nhi kahi jana ..." sahil ne berukhi se kaha.
"sahil plzzz...aap meri galti ki sajaa khud ko mat dijiye ...mai aap ke liye kuchh na sahi to ek doctor aur patient ka rishta hi samjh ljiye hamare bich..." aarti ne shanti se jawab diya.
is bar sahil kuchh nhi bola ..thodi der me dono track suit pahne joging karne ke liye nikal jate h...sahil ke andar abhi bhi kafi kamjori thi aur use kafi dekhbhal ki jaroorat thi .... aarti ne sahil ki har tarah se dekh bhal ki thi lekin sahil use apne kareeb aane ka koi mauka nhi deta tha...koi bahut jaroori bat hoti thi tabhi dono ek dusre se bolte nhi to bas apna routine follow karte....
aarti ki din rat ki dekhbahl rang lane lagi thi aur sahil ke chere par pahle jaise chamak aane lage thi ,,..is jagah ke khule mahaul me sahil kafi comfartable feel kar rha tha ab..ab use kamjori ka ahsa bhi nhi hota tha ..aur ab wo kafi der tak joging karta ..aarti thodi der joging karti fir sahil ko kasarat karte dekhti ...wo ab pahle ki tulna me kafi majboot dikhta tha ... ..sahil ko puri tarah thik dekhkar use apni jeet ka ahsas hone laga tha ..uska sahil tan se to pahle jaisa ho gya th aab uske man ko pahle jaisa karna tha ....unhe yha aaye lagbhag 12 dn ho gaye the ..in 12 dino me un dono me koi khas bat chit nhi huyi thi ..din bhar ek set routine ko follow karna aur sham ko aarti sahil ko kahi ghumne liwa jati ...lekin sahil sahayd aarti ko maf nhi kar paa rha tha aur isilye wo jayada se jayad aart ko avoid hi karna chata tha ..
,,aaj subah bhi wo roj ki tarah usi park me tehal rhe the . jeevn vatika ke andar hi yeh park banaya gya tha ...kafi bada park tha ..kinare kinare par kafi choude road banaye gaye the jiske dono or kyariyo me phool lage the ...bahut sare log wha subah ke waqt tahlte the ...aarti sahil ke sath dheere dheere tahal rhi thi ..
sahil aur us me kuchh bat chit nhi ho rhi thi ...
"hey , aarti ..pahchana???"'
samne se aa rhi do ladkiyo me se ek ne uske pas se niklate samay ruk kar puchha.....
"ummm..sorry yar ..chehre se to lag rha h mili hu bt yad nhi aa rha kha??? "
"are mai aditi , tumhari classmate aarushi ki badi sister ..u remember tum hamre ghar aayi thi ...pryag me ..yaad aaya "
"ooo..haa..haa...kaisi h aap ??.aarushi kaha h aajkl...thik h na ab wo ??"
"ha ..she got mariied .... SOMESH se shadi ki usne ....i hope u know shomesh ..???""..apne ghar h...bikul thik h ab wo ... "
"ohh..thtz so nice ...aap ko ek bat batau somesh use bahut pyar karta tha aur bahut pahle se pyar karta tha ...lekin tab aarushi uske sachche pyar ko pahchan nhi payi thi ..anyway happy ending ..he he...aur bataaye..aap log yha ??? "
"wo use bahut pahle se use bahut pyar karta tha " in sabdo ko sunkar anayas hi sahil ki nazar aarti ki or uth jati h aur dono ki nazre mil jati h ...dono ladkiya gaur se is bat ko dekhti h ..aur kuchh kuchh andaza lagane lagti h .
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""haa..wo mere uncle yha ke chief neurosurgeon ho gye h to hm unhi se milne aaye the ..tum batao .. aur ye kaun h ???- pahli bar ladki ne sahil ki or dhyan diya,,aur aarti se puchhte samay uski aankho me kafi sharart thi jise aarti ne bakhoobi mahsoos kya..
""woo..wo...aap chaliye m aati hu " aarti ne sahil ko whi khada dekhar kaha ..ab wo sahil ke samne bhala kya batati k wo uska kaun h.
"achchha to ... tumhare '' wo '' hai??? " ladki ne shararat se aankh nachate huye kaha
"kya didi aap bhi ...aarti sharma jati h "
"achchha achchha jane de ... shadi kar li aur bataya bhi nhi...kya karte h tumhare wo ....aur yha q ???""
"nhi di shadi nhi ki h abhi ....(aarti ko sahil se apni shadi ke bat kafi achchhi lag rhi thi )... jee wo IAS h..inka accident ho gya tha ..ab sab normal to h leki n docotr ne kahi khuli jagah jane ko bola tha to socha yha thik rhega"
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"achchaa kiya dear ..chalo hm chalte h ..shadi par jaroor bulana ..bye dear "
"jaroor didi , bye "
dodno ladkiya agge badh jati h aur aarti bhi teji se chalte huye sahil ke karib aa jati h ..
"meri freind ki sister thi ..." aarti bina puchhe hi sahil ko batane lagti h ..
"uske boy friend ne use dhokha diya tha ..usne suicide attempt kiya tha par hostel ke hi ek ladke ne use bacha liya ..aur un dono ne shadi kar li ...bahut pyar karta tha wo us se " aarti ne sahil ke man ko tatolane ke liye bola .
"""hmm?? pyar karta tha ? pyar ...dosti ..sb dhokha h ..sab sali matlab ki duniya h ...koi pyar vyar nhi hota duniya mai...agr aap ke din achche h to sab aapke dost h , sab aap se pyar karte h aur agr bure din aa gaye to apna saya bhi sath chhod deta h ..agr tum chahti ho ki hamre bich thoda bahut jo kuch bacha h wo bacha rhe to plzzzzz...for god sake ...mujhse dosti .pyar mohbbat in sab ki bate mat kiya karo ..bhaarosa uth gya h mera in sab bato se aur in rishto se .." sahil bolta ja rha tha aur aarti ka dil me uski har bat teer ki tarah chubhti ja rhi thi .
.""pyar karta tha...huuuunnhh..... maine bhi to bahut pyar kiya tha tumse ..kya hua us pyar ka??? ka hua us dosti ka ???? kya maine tumse kabhi uski keemat mangi ??? pyar me koi khwahish ki ??? are mera pyar to nischhal tha ...nishpaap tha ..kya kami thi mere pyar ..maine to kabhi pyar pane ki kosis bhi nhi ki ..bas pyar karta gaya..pyar nibhata gya... ...bahut jyada pyar...apni jaan se jyada pyar ...jaane do aarti ..tumhe bhi koi dosh kyu du .???.....ek hare huye insaan se kyu koi rishta rakhega ....aur us samay to m ek hara hua insaan hi tha ...sab ne chhod diya , to tumne bhi chhod diya ....lekin plz ab dosti ar pyar ka nam mat liya karo mere samne ..tumhare muh se ye bate achchhi nhi lagti...""
sahil ne apne dil ki sari bhadas nikal di aur aarti ke aankho ke aansu mano jam se gaye the ...wo chup chap teji se chalte huye apne room ki or badh gyi ..room me pahuchhate hi wo bathroom me ghus gayi aur buri tarah se tootkar rone lagi..